ARE WE MEANT TO BE?/ Bill Kaulitz

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"bill i didn't kiss him." i said as i aproached him a little. "don't you dare comfort me after you kissed him. i thought we had something." he screamed at me. my eyes filled with tears. "i bet you enjoyed it." he yelled again. how could he say that.

"but we do have something bill." i said as he looked me directly in my eyes. "not anymore." he said angrily as he took of his bracelet i gave him before the tour and tossing it on the ground.

"no bill please." i said as i began crying. he just turned around and left. i fell to my knees crying. fernanda came running to me and picked me up.

"you can go home with us." she said as she walked me to the car. i sat behind as georg sat next to me. he hugged me and comforted me. i told them everything and they believed me but how can i prove it to bill?

"drop me at my house fernanda." i said after a while, when i stopped crying. "but isn't your family at your aunts?" she asked me as she drove.

"i'll be fine don't worry." i said as she stopped in front of my house. "thanks." i said as i slightly smiled at them. they drove off to the dark night leaving me home alone.

as i went into the house i went straight to bed. i got some flashbacks from before as i started crying again. why wouldn't bill believe me? i took a knife and revealed my veins.

a tear dropped on them as i wanted to kill myself right there and then. i cut my veins with a knife as blood started pouring down my hands, then on the floor. i cried as i wiped the blood away. i cried for about an hour thinking about bill.

that's it i'm gonna end it. what's the point of living anyway if bill hates me. i got on the top of the roof, getting ready to jump off. i stared at the black alley that was in front of me. i cried again as i looked at my wrists once again.

i wanted to jump when someone called my name.

bills POV:
"i have to go to the bathroom." i said to camilla as she lifted her legs. i walked to the restroom and did what i had to do. when i walked out someone stopped me by grabbing my arm.

"hey handsome." someone said. it was that annoying voice again. jessica.

"leave me alone jessica." i said as i pulled my hand out of her grip. "don't be like that pooky bear." she said as she made some puppy eyes. she looked so disgusting with that face. i rolled my eyes as she got closer.

she touched my shirt as she looked me in the eyes again. "please jessica leave me alone." i said as i took her hand shoving it away from me.

i looked at my phone and realised that i was here for almost 20 minutes. shit. camilla must be worried for me. i began walking back again. i snuggled through the crowd when i stopped.

i saw camilla pinned to the wall kissing some guy. i looked at her in disbelief. how could she do that to me. after everything we've been through. tears filled my eyes as i found my way out. i ran straight to tom and hugged him.

he looked a bit confused but then he hugged me back. "hey bill you good?" he asked me as he let go of the hug. "tom, camilla cheated on me." i said as he looked at me shocked.

"what?!" he said back. "i saw her kissing some guy as i came back from the bathroom." i said. "oh bill. i'm so sorry." tom said as he hugged me.

camilla came then after me all confused. great. now she's gonna act like she doesn't know anything.

"bill." she said. i looked at her with tears in my eyes. i looked away not responding and i began to walk to the car. she came after me and tried to say that she didn't kiss him. "shut up i'm sure you enjoyed it." i yelled back. she didn't even resist it.

i had enough and took my bracelet that she gave me off and tossed it to the ground. i walked away as i started crying again. i saw that fernanda picked her up and they went to their car.

"she's going with them." tom said as he sat in the drivers seat closing the door. "i don't care." i said back as i looked out the window.

he sighed and we drove off home. we entered the house and went to toms room. i didn't want to be alone right now. i wanted to have tom by my side.

after a few minutes i heard a car in our yard. it was fernanda and the Gs. she dropped them off. she parked her car and came inside with gustav.

camilla wasn't with them. was she already home? i don't really care. they came upstairs and entered toms room. they started talking about party.

they tried so hard to avoid saying camillas name since they all knew what happened. then fernanda pulled out her phone and started showing us some pictures from the party. i watched them as they reminded me of camilla.

we watched photos when toms eyes widened. "wait fernanda." he said as we came across the live photos. he took her phone and brought it closer to his face.

he held it as the live photo played again. "look bill. look at camilla." he said as i watched closely. the photo was taken right after the guy kissed camilla.

photo started moving and there was camilla pinned to the wall kissing that guy. she tried to move when he shoved her to the wall even more. i watched it very closely and carefully not to miss any detail.

tom slid to the next photo and it was live again. he held it as it started moving again. there it was shown how the guy let go fo camilla and she pushed him away and slapped him hard across the face. she then kicked him in the balls and walked away leaving the guy laying on the floor in pain, on the next photo.

my eyes widened as i saw everything. how much terrible things i have said to her and didn't even knew what happened. i watched it as tom looked at me. "i have to go now." i said as i quickly stod up taking toms hand. he grabed the keys and we ran to the car. i have to apologise to her. i said some really bad stuff.

as we drove to her house i ran inside to her room. she was nowhere to be seen. i went in and saw a lot of blood on the floor. "no." i said as i cried. tom came running after me and when he saw blood and me crying his eyes widened as he stopped.

"camilla." i started yelling for her as i searched the other parts of the house. "we looked everywhere. where could she be?" i asked tom.

"bill there is still one place we haven't look at yet." he said.

"the roof." we said at the same time as we looked at eachother.