as i woke up i realised i was alone in the bed. how did i get in bills room? bill probably carried me. i stod up and went to the bathroom dressing myself, aplying some makeup on and i braided my hair in two braids. as i was satisfying i went down the stairs to hear bill and tom talk. they were talking in german.
"Bill, du musst es ihr sagen. Sie wird es sowieso irgendwann herausfinden." i heard tom say to bill. tell me what? "Ich kenne Tom, aber ich habe Angst, dass sie wütend sein könnte." bill responded. oh god. what did he do?
"Komm schon, sie ist deine Freundin. sie wird es verstehen." tom said as bill sighed. "sie haben Recht. Ich werde es ihr sagen, wenn sie aufwacht." bill responded as i decided to walk down the stairs now.
"morning." i said smiling as bill went to me and kissed me. "morning." he said after the kiss. "morning camilla." tom said as he was doing something in the kitchen. "what are you doing?" i asked him. "just some scrambled eggs." he responded. "oooo i love eggs." i said as i took bills hand in mine dragging him to the kitchen.
we sat down and began eating. i felt some tension between them like they didn't want to tell me something really important.
"okay what is going on?" i said as i stopped eating causing both of them to look at me. "something is off i can feel it." i said acting like i didn't hear the whole conversation before. i was really curious about what they were talking about.
bill sighed as he put his fork down turning to me. "camilla." he began as i watched him inhale deeply. "we are going on a tour." he said as he looked a bit sad. why would he be sad that's a great opportunity for them. i squeeled as i hugged him tight. "that's amazing." i said as i stopped hugging him. they both looked shocked.
"what, did you expect me to act all dramatic that i won't see you for long?" i said in a sarcastic voice. they both laughed and i began to eat my eggs again. "camilla we'll be off for more than 1 month." tom said.
"well that is a great opportunity for the band. you have to take it if you haven't already. besides i have fernanda by my side if you are worried about me being alone." i said as i was done eating.
"and i trust bill. i know that he loves me now." i said as i turned to him smiling. "thank you camilla for your support." bill said as he hugged me.
"well i love you so i'm supporting you in everything." i said as i hugged him back. "when are you leaving tho?" i asked him as i broke the hug.
"uhmm." he said as he looked down scratching his neck. "tomorrow." he said in a quiet voice.
"what are you still doing here?" i slightly yelled at them. they looked at me confused. "go pack your things." i said as i pointed to their room.
"i'll clean up after you two and i'll go to the store later so tell me if you need anything okay?" i said as i placed a kiss on bills forehead and took their plates away.
"you are amazing camilla." tom said as he hugged me and went upstairs to pack. bill did the same so i began washing the dishes.
after i was done i went to the store to get some stuff for them. i bought some masks for tom and some skitles for both of them, then some of bills favourite snacks and some shampoo so they won't ran out of the hotels one. as i went to the car i put everything into the trunk and closed it.
i went to the drivers seat and drove back to their house. as i got in, there was a whole ass chaos. clothes were laying everywhere.
"what is going on?" i asked as i closed the door putting all the stuff on the counter. "camilla thank god you are home." tom said as he ran downstairs. "what happened?" i asked him confused. i was only away for 10 minutes and they did this?! unbelievable
"look i packed some of my stuff and bill did to but then he couldn't find his notebook in which he has all the notes and this music shit in and we literally looked everywhere but we can't find it." he blurped out while he held my shoulders.
"woah woah. slow down." i said. "come i'll help you find it." i said as i took his hand leading him upstairs back to bill who was running around his room trying to find the book. "camilla" he yelled as he saw me.
"okay there chill out." i said as i calmed both of them. "let's find this notebook yeah?" i said as we started searching. "okay bill describe how it looks like." i said as i looked around the room.
it'll be hard to find it since clothes were laying everywhere and there was a bunch of other stuff laying around too.
"well it's black with some skuls on it." he said as i looked around. i spotted it and started laughing.
"camilla this is not the time to laugh." tom scolded me stressed. i laughed even harder. "you two dumb shits are so stupid i swear." i said laughing even more now. "camilla what? what? did you find it?!" bill yelled for me stressed as he aproached me. "in fact i did." i said as i stopped laughing.
"what where?!" bill said as his eyes widened. "it's in your suitcase." i said as i picked up the book and shoved it into his face. they both looked shocked.
"wha-." tom said as he was speechless. "i swear to god we are not surviving without you for a whole month." bill said laughing a little. i started picking up his clothes and folded them puting them into the closet.
"well you'll have to." i said as i put the last piece of clothing into his closet. "danke meine liebe." bill said as he gave me a kiss dragging his suitcase out the room.
we all went downstairs and they sat down at the table. "okay so here's everything i bought for you two okay?" i said as i started to pull all the things out the box. "okay so skitles and shampoo for both of you." i said as i passed them the things. "and some masks for you tom." i said as i gave him the masks. he smiled at the tought of me buying him more masks. "and some of your favourite snacks." i said to bill as i handed him the snacks.
"danke camilla." they said at the same time. i smiled and put the box away, sitting down next to them.
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i heard the car honk. "it's probably gustav." bill said as he got up from the table. "it's time to go." tom said as he dragged his things out. gustav will drive them to the airport and then they'll get their own bus. when tom and bill put all the stuff into the car tom hugged me saying goodbye. "i'll miss you soo much cam." he said as he squeezed me tight.
it was bills turn to say goodbye. he walked to me and wraped his hands around me tightly. he stayed like this for another minute or two. then tom rolled down his window and shouted "bill we have to go!"
he let go of me a tear escaping his eyes slowly running down his cheek. i wiped it away with my thumb and smiled at him. "i'll miss you meine liebe." he said as i kissed him. the kiss was passionate and long since we wouldn't be able to see eachother for a while now. as i broke the kiss i gave him the bracelet made out of one of my bras string. he looked so happy to have some piece of me with him. he gave me his favourite ring and hugged me once again.
"i'll miss you." he said into my neck. "you'll be fine." i said as i sighed. "but i'll miss you too." i whispered in his ear. he went to the car and sat in. he opened the window so he could wave me.
"ich liebe dich camilla!" he yelled as they drove off. "ich liebe dich auch bill!" i yelled back as they dissapeared in a long dark night.
i sighed as i walked back inside. i grabed my things and went back outside. i locked the door of their house and took the key with me.
as i got home everyone were sleeping already so i got into the shower and went to bed thinking about how bill and the band is.
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ARE WE MEANT TO BE?/ Bill Kaulitz
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