ARE WE MEANT TO BE?/ Bill Kaulitz

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after some more talking we decided to do something. "let's go to a party." fernanda suggested once again. i gave her a death stare as she smirked at me. "fuck you." i mouthed to her as i was still laying on bill.

"are you okay with this?" bill asked me. i looked up to his eyes. "please." he said with puppy eyes. they were so convincing. i groaned. "fine." i said as i got up from him. i got ready in my room and bill came in my room to call me to go. when he entered the room his eyes widened and his jaw dropped. "camilla you..." he said as he came to me. he couldn't even finish his sentence.

i stod up and went to him. i teasingly ran my finger down his abs as he gulped and followed my finger with his eyes. i looked him back in the eyes and smiled. "let's go." i said as i was about to walk out when he stopped me. "where do you think you're going after teasing me like that." he said as he pinned me to the wall.

i looked up at his warming eyes as he was looking back down at me. his hand was resting on my hip as the other grabed my cheek bringing me in for a kiss. we kissed passionately his tounge entering my mouth. our tounges swirled as i felt his cold tounge piercing. he let go of my cheek as he grabed my hips and led me to bed not breaking the kiss. he pushed me down on the bed as he crawled on top of me still kissing. he let go of the kiss as we both breathed heavily. he looked down at me checking me out.

he was wearing a black shirt that was open on the top which revealed his abs when he was above me. i started at them as i licked my lips. i looked him back in the eyes as he started kissing me again. his hand went up my thigh as he reached my panties. he wanted to pull them down when comeone called us.

"bill, camilla you ready to go" tom shouted as he walked upstairs. bill let go off me and covered us both with blankets. when tom walked in he jumped and covered his eyes. "sorry guys i didn't know you two were fucking." he said with a smirk as bill uncovered us. i was laying still since i was still catching my breath. "we weren't." bill said as he slowly sat up, me sitting up beside him.

"sure." tom said as his smirk grew. i grabed a pillow and threw it at him, hitting him directly in his face. "ow." he said. bill got up taking my hand as we walked past him downstairs.

"why is everybody so horny right now." tom said as he walked down behind us. "what do you mean?" i said confused. "i already disturbed fernanda and gustav." he said as he sat down on the couch exausted like he was working all day.

i laughed and bill rested his head on my shoulder his hands around my waist as he stod behind me.

soon fernanda and gustav came downstairs. fernandas lipstick was a little messy and gustav had red lips on his face. "let me fix that." i said as fernanda came to me and handed me red lipstick. i fixed it while bill was still in the same position as before.

gustav came to me next and i wiped the red lipstick off his face. "okay now we can go." i said as i smiled and bill took my hand, walking over to the car.

i was going with tom and bill, while georg got stuck with fernanda and gustav. i sat at the back, tom was driving so i tought that bill will sit at the front but he sat beside me and cuddled me on the way to the party. "you guys are so cute and disgusting at the same time." tom said.

"shut up and drive." bill said as he closed his eyes resting his head on my breasts.

"we're here lovebirds." tom said as i woke bill up. we got out the car and the house was full of people. lights and music blasting everywhere. bill grabed my hand and dragged me inside. we went to get some drinks then went to the dance floor.

i was dancing my back turned to bill and my ass was touching his dick. we both had drinks in our hands. i swayed my hips to the music and didn't realise i was rubing my ass against his dick making him groan. he put his hand on my hip and swayed with me to music. we were dancing like this for a while when the music became slow.

i turned to face bill and he was all horny and drunk already. i put my free hand around his neck as he put his free hand around my waist. we danced slow until i looked at him. we held eye contact as he licked his lip and leaned down, causing our noses to slightly touch. he was looking at me and i felt like the music stopped playing and the time stopped there just for us. the only thing i could hear was my heartbeat.

i leaned in and kissed him as i heard the music again and people moving around us. i broke the kiss and we danced for a little until we got tired again.

i grabed bills hand and a new glass of tequila as i went outside with him to get some fresh air. i stod there as wind blew my hair behind me. i closed my eyes, and i felt bill watching me. when i opened them he was standing there waiting patiently for me to kiss him again. i smirked and leaned in to kiss him but before i could i stopped.

he opened his eyes to see why i stopped and he saw me standing there, smirking at him. "kiss me camilla." he said. "what if i don't want to." i said as my smirk grew. "please." he said as he leaned in and kissed me. i kissed him back.

skip time

we were sitting at the sofa outside still at the party. my legs were resting on bills lap as we talked to the group. tom got some new chick and she was looking at him so lovely. he was looking at her different from any other girl before. i could tell that something was between them.

"i have to use the restroom." bill whispered in my ear as i released him so he can go. as we talked i didn't realise that bill was missing for almost 20 minutes. what is he doing? taking a shit?

tom looked at me a little worried and i told him that i'm going to search for him. when i got inside i only saw fernanda and gustav there taking some pictures and dancing. when i almost got to the restroom some guy aproached me.

he was hella drunk. i could tell based on his smell. he got too close. "uhm could you move please." i said politely as he pinned me against the wall. "i don't want to." he said as he got so close. he was gonna kiss me.

i tried to push him away when his lips met mine. i struggled to push him away but he just got closer and pushed me more to the wall. he finally stopped, i pushed him away and slaped him hard across the face. i kicked him in his balls and walked back outside, while he was laying on the floor from the pain.

i saw bill. his hands were covering his face and tom was hugging him in a comforting way. i walked to them as tom death stared me. what is going on.

"hey bill you okay?" i asked worried as he looked at me. hi eyes were filled with tears but he didn't cry. he looked me in the eyes and turned away.

he began to walk away as i followed him. "bill wait." i yelled. he didn't want to stop. "please bill what happened." i asked. "don't act like you don't know camilla." he said as he stopped and turned around.

i stod there in shock. "what are you talking about?" i asked him as he got angry. "stop pretending." he yelled at me. i flinched a little. he saw it and his eyes softened, when they sudenly turned back to anger. "why would you do that?" he said as he began crying. i was looking at him confused since i had no idea what he was talking about.

"why would you kiss that guy." he screamed as tears fell out his eyes, rolling down his cheeks.

i froze. he saw that.

hi this is autor. i was listening to 'by your side' when i was writing this and i almost cried. i love this song with my whole heart🥹.