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bills POV:
i ran after tom outside. i grabed him by the hand stoping him. "tom are you okay?" i said in a calming voice as he turned around to me. "we have been searching for her for 2 days." he said. "2 days!" he slightly screamed. "and when we went out to ask this asshole if he saw her anywhere he lied to us!" he said yelling. "we were both worried for her and he just lied!" he screamed again as the tear escaped his eye.

"hey tom it's okay. we found her now. calm down." i said in a calming voice hugging him. he hugged me back as he cried. "now let's go inside and talk." i said as i broke the hug grabing his shoulders. "fine." tom said. he clearly didn't want to go.

as we came back in camilla was nowhere to be seen. "where is she." tom said in an angry tone. "she is upstairs." juan said. "i'll go get her." i said as i left the two of them alone. maybe that wasn't the best idea...

"hey cam you there?" i said as i knocked on the door. there was no response. what? i opened the door. her room was empty. did she ran away again? for fucks sake no.

"camilla" i yelled as i got tears in my eyes. no no no she left me again. i started crying. i fell to my knees as i felt someone hugging me. it was camilla. "hey bill what's wrong?" she asked me with a calm voice. "i-i." i wanted to say something but i couldn't. fuck it's panick attack again. i heard someone came up the stairs. it was tom, behind him was juan. camilla let go of me letting me in toms arms.

toms POV:
"i'll go get her." bill said as he left me with this trash juan. "why the fuck did you lie." i spat out. "oh tom." he said as he sighed. "come." he said as he led me to couch both us sitting down. he was so calm that it made me so angry. how could he after he lied to us, knowing that we were worried.

"she ran to the gas station. she told me everything about her ED and SH and about her relationship with bill. she told me about you." he said as he stoped a litle. "she told me that she was scared of what you two would think of her. that's why she ran away." he said in a calming voice.

"as she was telling me about you, you two came in. i had to pretend to not know her. she wanted that. she wasn't ready to face you two. i had to help her. i finally got her back i couldn't loose her again." he said as he looked up from the floor directly to my eyes. "oh i- i'm-." i tried to say something but he erupted me. "it's fine tom. you didn't know." he said as he smiled at me.

maybe he wasn't some asshole who tried to stole camilla away from us. "thank you juan for tha-." i wanted to say, when i heard some noise from up the stairs. i heard crying. it was bill.

i ran upstairs and saw bill on the floor crying, camilla hugging him. i saw that he couldn't breathe. another panick attack. fuck.

i signaled camilla to let go of him and i ran to him. i pulled him up almost carrying him to the bathroom. i took of his shirt as i opened the cold water to rush down his hands, meanwhile i also opened the window for the fresh air to surround him. i had my hand on his back watching him as he calmed down.

"thank you tom." he said as he finally started breathing normal. he put his shirt on and walked out of the bathroom back to camillas room. as soon as he entered camilla ran to him hugging him. "i'm sorry my love i didn't know what to do." she said as they were hugging. her face burried in his chest. "it's fine." he said as they broke the hug, resting their heads on eachother. i couldn't help but smile at how cute they were.

camillas POV:
bill left to go after tom. "they really missed you." juan said as he smiled breaking me out of my thoughts. "yeah." i said sighing. "camilla what's wrong?" he asked as we sat down. "i was so scared of what they will think of me that i didn't even see how much the missed me. i was hiding from them meanwhile they were out all night searching for me." i said as i burried my face in my hands.

"but now they are here camilla. enjoy." juan said as he lifted my head up.

"you are right." i said as i smiled at him and hugged him. "i have to go to the bathroom." i told juan as i went upstairs. as i got in i looked in the mirror. 'why would bill like someone like me? i mean look at me i'm ugly' i said as my eyes began to fill with tears. i took a piece of glass that was on the side. i started to cut myself again as i heard someone call me. i heard crying and someone fell on the floor. what the hell?






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