stars, records and heart shaped glasses

chapter nine - secrets

Sirius and Remus sneaked into the gryffindor common room, trying really hard not to be noticed, but James wasn't there anyways. He must've still been with Regulus, Sirius thought. Peter was sitting at a table with some of the gryffindor girls, reading a book. When they arrived at the door that lead to the dorms, Marlene caught sight of them, winking knowingly at Sirius.

As soon as Sirius closed the door after him in their room, Remus pushed him softly against it, putting his hand above him on the door and looking down at him as he was slightly taller than the other. Sirius looked up at him, surprised but dedicated.

"Who is this new Remus I'm discovering?"

"Shut up and kiss me, idiot."

He did as he was told. They kissed more intense now than the times before, couldn't get enough of eachother. Sirius was so turned on by the way Remus now shoved him around, towards his bed, where he let himself fall backwards onto, breaking the kiss.

"I want you so much right now", Sirius whispered longingly and waited until Remus was over him again.

"Do you know for how long I've wanted you?"

He did? Remus had wanted him? That only made Sirius want him more, every inch of his body. He pulled Remus down at his shirt collar and kissed him again. Their tounges were now involved too and Sirius started to let himself sink into it, enjoying every second.

He needed Remus on him, skin touching skin. He slid his hands under Remus' shirt, pulling it up. Remus quickly realized where he was going with it and sat up, getting rid of his. Sirius just stared at him. His hair still was a bit wet and fell into his face as he pulled the shirt over his head. Then Sirius eyes wandered down to his upper body, the long scar across his chest, the definition of his waist, where he now placed his hands.

"You're so beautiful Remus."

Remus looked down at him, with those eyes and a subtle grin, which made Sirius go crazy inside. He then pulled the other up, dragging at his shirt now and Sirius helped him with it. As soon as it was gone, they interlocked their lips again and Sirius pressed his body against Remus', who was sitting on his lap now. He felt the heat of Remus' body and the bulges in both of their pants. He needed more. He started to undo Remus' belt and opened the zipper of his pants, slowly, while still kissing him. Then he pushed Remus down his lap, changing his position so that they both now stood on the bed with their knees.

"Is that okay?", Sirius asked as he started pulling down Remus' pants.

"Definitely."

Soon after they were both naked except for their boxers and kissed again, Sirius now on top of Remus, his hair falling down on both sides. He let his hands wander down Remus sides, stopping at his hips and stroking over his boxershorts now. Remus bent himself into the touch, looking at him with passionate eyes that demanded more. Sirius could get used to Remus like this, under him, only having eyes for him.

"Padfoot, are you here?" It was James, of course. It was always James.

Sirius looked outside through the curtain, trying to not expose too much of the scene inside.

"Oh god, did you seriously ditch me to wank? Or are you fucking that girl right now? Y'know what, I don't even wanna know."

Sirius blushed, tried to hide his naked body better.

"Um, no? I was... sleeping."

James looked at him in disbelief, raising his eyebrows.

"Anyway, have you seen Moony?"

"Uhh, no, why?", Sirius stammered.

He heard Remus giggle behind him and searched for his mouth with his hand, pressing it onto it, shutting him up.