She ran after him and shut the door that he had already half opened, she held his infuriated face within her palms, trying to calm him down, he on the other hand just wouldn't stop wriggling, he tried to get out of her clasp " let me go sanyukta, whom is she marrying you to? What's all this?" his face had almost shrunk to that of baby whose best toy was being snatched away, he was almost in tears..
But his strength was not that of a baby, he pushed her a little behind and she stumbled, he pointed at her " don't stop me!" she hurled him back and pushed him to that wall " what are you going to tell her huh? Tell me what are you going to say, do you even know what you feel? Hell I don't know what you feel, tell it to me first before you rush to my mom!"
"what's there to know sanyukta? You know I've loved you always, from the time I didn't know what love meant, I love you since then, even before we were friends, even when I hated you, I loved you" she kept looking at him dazed at his confession, no it wasn't shocking that he loved her, but the way and the conviction in his voice, made her go weak, he again pushed past her and she ran after him..
She knew his frame of mind wasn't right, right now he needed to calm down and not speak to her mom like he's a wild lion coming to claim his lioness, that would not go down well with her mom who loved calm, patient, soft spoken men for her daughter, obviously she wanted the best and this was going to be bad, middle of the night, breaking in, barging open, waking her up and claiming her daughter, oh NO.
She clasped his arms and dug her face at the Base of his neck " please please please randhir, don't spoil it now, make me yours tomorrow, not like this , not when you're so mad, not when you can't think straight" he stopped moving he knew he didn't want to risk probably the biggest moment of his life, he held her close and walked back inside her room..
"Fine I'm leaving then" he tried distancing their frames, but she suddenly had fear engulf her again, why was he leaving, she didn't ask him to leave! Did he change his mind? Did he not want her?was he not going to come tomorrow? Her eyes clogged with tears all over again.. He was surprised looking at her, didn't he just listen to her? This girl would drive him crazy!
He asked her softly "what do you want me to do?" she walked to her bed nodding her head in a 'no nothing' way, he pulled her back and held her waist with one hand, the other holding her cheeks, wiping her tears that were now hard to stop, her nose all red, oh how much he loved her, she looked adorable right now "how much do you cry? He said kissing her nose, she was so tensed about tomorrow, most of all if he'd come!
She pulled away and sat on her bed, the last few weeks had changed her blind trust to just trust, he understood that, he knelt down before her, took both her hands in his and pulled her closer till their heads touched and her eyes closed " I'll stay here all night and watch you sleep and then we'll talk to her in the morning? I know I've given you so many reasons to make your trust falter.. And..." he was cut in between by lips coming in the way, it was more of a smack than a kiss,he had held her hands, so she did this " shush I trust you more than I trust myself and that will never change"
Her proximity and the method she shushed him took his breath away, she would do these things unknowingly, and he would have to control himself, but today what she did, he couldn't hold back, he pulled her off the bed, so that she was knealing down like he was, he let go off hands.. His own devotedly holding her face now, he let his lips cherish hers, inch by Inch, her hands making their way into his hair grabbing a fistful at the intensity he was making her feel..
He stopped midway, kissing her randomly, urgently at intervals, making her smile and blush at once "tomorrow you'll be all mine" he muttered between his kisses..
To be continued :)
