"Looking so innocent
I might believe you if I didn't know
Could've loved you all my life
If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold"
Her mom stared at her, no wonder she wasn't showing interest in this dhruv topic, her heart was still stuck on someone and her mom knew exactly who that was, after a lot of talking and her repeatedly saying that her and randhir are done for good, her mom dint budge, she wanted to meet randhir for reasons unknown to her.. She'd do this for her mom she would let him know, but she wouldn't ponder over this..
That night she made up her mind she would go looking for her mentor the next day, she would inform randhir and leave.. In the morning she found herself rushing to her hostel room, to pack whatever she needed, it was still early she thought shed go to his room tell him about this and leave.. She stopped in her tracks when she heard two people talking, one sounded like the guy she loved.. Had loved..
" Ragini you can't keep doing this.. You can't land up hear without me knowing, remember I don't know you here, for everyone, just call me and I'll meet you some place, not here but.. " randhir whispered exasperated..
" but I didn't know what to do, you weren't picking " she whined
" maybe because I was sleeping.. People sleep at this time ragini " he yelled finally!
Which made ragini sad and she started to sob and whine some more.. He felt really bad seeing he was the reason for this.. He didn't mean to yell.. He didn't want to.. Maybe only sanyukta could handle him, he thought, then he just embraced her, trying to calm her down, he dint know any other way, so with this awkward hug he tried " I'm sorry I just didn't sleep well, don't cry please, I don't know what came over me, I was rude"
Randhir accepting he was rude? Him saying sorry? Him initiating a hug? Him being a total sweetheart to this girl, oh wait wasn't this her new roommate? Wasn't this the girl randhir had said he didn't know? Sanyukta remembered how she had herself asked him " do you know her?" he had denied and cooked up some nonsense and that girl had supported the lie.. She couldnt count how many times he had yelled at her and never been even the 's' of sorry for it..
Suddenly she dint care that her mom wanted to meet him, she didn't care about the reason, she didn't care that she loved this guy at one time, her knees didn't seem to be as strong as her mind, she suddenly crashed the wall behind her with a thud, she felt some weird pain in her chest, her hands felt numb, causing her bag to fall down, she remembered suddenly another time when she saw him with a girl in his dorm, Ishika her name was, well that girl was dead now..
She smiled a little thinking was their love so strong that it would kill the people that came in their way? Then she laughed at her own stupidity looking at the sight in front of her, what love? Here her mom wanted to speak to him, she was sure it was regarding their relationship, she had said there was nothing but she knew from within there was so much, atleast she thought there was, that was the reason her mom hadn't believed her, it was the reason her eyes didn't hold the conviction to convince her mom..
Her thoughts were brought to a halt when she heard him speak " ragini I think someone's there, go to your room, I'll meet you in the evening, we'll talk about it"
"And you got your share of secrets
And I'm tired of being last to know"
To be continued :)
