Oh my god! I just crossed 1k views! First time ever!!! I'm dancing , yayyyy me, thanks a lot for reading, I'm a newbie at this, and it's actually some crazy encouragement, means a lot ❤
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"If I could only find a note to make you understand
I'd sing it softly in your ear and grab you by the hand"
"I'm saying what I feel " she tried to sound hauty, his other hand immediately grabbing her other cheek" say that again? Say that I've never fought for my love! " he ordered yelling, she was shaken, she knew she'd hurt him too bad this time but she didn't have a choice, she had to continue this for him to open up" yes randhir you're a coward, Confessions and commitments aren't your thing, you'll always be a runner, quitter "
She could feel his blood boil, eyes bloodshot, tears filling in, she was already crying looking at his state, it took a piece of her everytime she spoke against his love for her, she could feel herself breaking, his fingers pressing deeper into her skin " you shouldn't have said that sanyukta aggarwal, you shouldn't ha.." the last part of the word was completed in her mouth, as he aggressively took onto her lips, grinding them,the kiss was so opposed to the aggression of it..
She could feel him apologising for the many mistakes, with each breath he took into her mouth, she could feel his body radiate a sorry, a one that he felt, a one that his soul wanted to convey to hers, he held her so tight, his body crushing hers into the desk, leaving no space for her to step behind, she was trapped in a space, honestly, in which she didn't mind living forever. Her hands travelled to his hair holding in for support as she could feel his tears merge with hers, if love meant pain, she'd happily accept it, if pain meant being with Randhir, then she was up for the challenge..
His hand slipped down to her waist, wanting her closer than she already was, such a baby he was sometimes, wanting more than humanly possible was what defined randhir, she smiled into the kiss, he stopped for a moment before taking in all her tears, he swallowed them all internally promising her that 'No, his love didn't meant pain, and that he wouldn't intentionally ever hurt her, that he'd destroy anyone who hurt her' he whispered " I'm not a quitter, and I won't verbally make any promises, I'll show you, each step from now on will be for our better future, and I'll fall sanyukta, I'll make mistakes, I'm far from perfect, but till you're by my side, I'll try to never let you down"
She held his face in her hands and wiped his tears still not speaking a word, he knew he deserved this, He'd take her silent treatment till he made everything right, he leaned into her neck, hugging her tight, she let her hands wrap around him, and let out a smile that she'd been dying to do, as soon as he looked back up, she was neutral again, fidgeting with her kurti she looked up at him, when her phone started to ring.. It flashed 'mom' she was suddenly all stressed out again, the last time a neighbour had called to inform her that her mom had fainted, it took her life out of her..
He saw her face and he could imagine what she was facing for all these days, he saw her hands shiver and press the call button to answer the call, he immediately grabbed it and put it to his ear " sanyu, when will you be coming home dear" her mom asked worried, she knew her daughter was pretty broken about randhir not turning up " she'll be home by 7pm, I'll be bringing her back home, and meeting with you today, I'm sorry I couldn't be there yesterday"
Sanyukta looked at him dazed and the entire time he spoke, he stared right into her eyes, guilt not leaving his features for a second, he caressed her cheek the entire time he spoke, and she couldn't hold it, she wanted to lose herself to him, by his side, she closed her eyes, feeling his forehead touch hers " I'll be there today and all other days when your daughter needs me and also when she doesn't, I'll still be there"
"Guess he was sorry after all "
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Okay so that's all, I might write a small aftermath chapter, in a while, but yeah this is it for now ❤
