Walk All Over You

Chapter Fifty-Two

"So the results have come back as negative, you are most definitely not pregnant Miss Anderson." The doctors says out loud. This had me sighing in relief, but another side of me was disappointed. Besides, morning sickness doesn't occur only a week or so after having unprotected sex. Even I knew that, but Tommy didn't care what I said, he refused to not take me to the doctors. But I knew Nikki had something to do with it, I could sense it, he wanted for me to go to the doctor in the first place.

"And?" Tommy questions, leaning forward in his leather chair, cupping his knees.

"What you have been suffering is a stomach bug. It's nothing to worry about, although it can be contagious, depending if you are already immune." The doctor fills us in. It was what I thought I had, nothing major.

"As you are travelling a lot, I'll still put you on antibiotics. You just need to take the pills twice a day, with food." The doctor quickly writes something down before handing it to me. "Hope you get better soon." He then farewells, looking at me through his thick glasses.

"Thank you." I murmur removing myself from the seat.

"Thanks doc." Tommy then says as the doctor quickly got to the door and opened it for us, letting us both out. Just as I took a breath, now feeling like I could breathe, I almost choked once I saw Nikki sitting in the waiting room. It had been a couple of days since I came across him and Erin, I had been refusing to talk to him. I barely wanted anything to do with him, he was just lucky when I had to share the bed with him, I did so.

"How did it go?" Nikki exclaimed, quickly removing himself from the chair. Clenching my jaw I side stepped Nikki and continued out of the doctors surgery to find the nearest chemist. Thankfully we had already paid for the visit.

After having also gotten the prescription made up, Nikki, Tommy and I had began our journey back in the limousine. There was a heap of tension between Nikki and I, he was trying everything in his path to get me to at least smile at him. He was working his butt off to just try and capture my attention, he knew I was still angry at him and he wouldn't leave me alone about it.

"Let's play a game eh?" Tommy suddenly speaks aloud, startling me from listening to Pink Floyd's Learning To Fly. I had requested we listened to the radio, in attempts to kill the silence that was hurting me.

"I'm in." Nikki smiles.

"Alright, fine." I nod, making sure to keep my eyes from Nikki.

"So this is how it goes, I ask the questions and you both will answer as honestly as possible." Tommy starts, giving me a bright smile.

"Who is your favourite band?" Tommy starts, waiting for one of us to reply first. I sure as hell wasn't starting first.

"Kiss and Aerosmith." Nikki replies.

"Mötley and Ozzy Osbourne." I then say, moments after Nikki.

"Finish this sentence. I-" Tommy uses his hand to gesture one of us to continue on.

"I love you Suzie-Q." Nikki answers, my heart skipping at beat at his words, I almost glanced over at Nikki and smiles but still I wouldn't allow myself to look at him.

"I am sick." Was all I could reply. Shrugging off Nikki's comment, I was being temperamental.

"Okay." Tommy paused, noting that I had just stated the obvious. "If you had anyone in the world, young or old, famous or not who would you marry?"

"I would marry Suzie-Q no one else has my interest." Nikki's voice sounded confident, sounding rather proud as well.

"Bullshit. It's not what it proved when you were sucking face with Erin!" I snapped, eyeballing Nikki. Nikki seemed startled by my small outburst but somehow Tommy didn't look fazed.

"Fuck off! You wouldn't even let me explain and you're still too stubborn!" Nikki yells out, exploding at me this time. Maybe it was good to express our anger, but I honestly wanted to throttle the man. Even if I loved him.

"And it's fair enough! You can't have loved me if you go around kissing other women!" I clenched my fists, keeping myself restrained in the chair.

"This is good, let out those emotions, get it all off your chests!" Tommy seems to cheer us on as Nikki and I continued to pick at each other.

"You wouldn't even let me explain as I repeat!" He hisses, the top of his forehead looked to have been growing devil horns, I could just imagine it. I was probably close to breathing fire with how it was all going.

"Karma's a bitch ain't it? I'm just doing all that you do to me!" I cross my arms over my chest, I had the urge to strangle him at the moment.

"Oh you want to get bitchy huh? I'll get fucking bitchy! You don't listen to me, not even when I tell you I love you!"

"No you're just play with my heart strings all the time! You're a complete arsehole to me you're just as bad as Axl! You even lie to me like him!" The yelling continued as we drove along, cars continuing to pass us. Thank god the windows were tinted in this, I didn't want to have an audience in view.

"I don't mean to god dammit! Suzie-Q I need to tell you something." Nikki's voice was gradually becoming deeper as his voice grew lighter. "I don't buy a ring with embarked writing on the inside for no one. I don't tell a woman I love them to just nobody. You get me so angry, jealous and frustrated all the time because I care deeply about you. I know you try, I can see it but I continue to fuck up," As Nikki continued to speak, the limousine had began to slow down, coming to a complete stop. I was sure we were only at traffic lights but I couldn't be so sure, due to I was menacingly staring at the man I loved.

"You mean the world to me, and now that I've grown the balls to admit all this to you, admit to you that I love you I feel like I'm hurting you even more! That's why I fucking backed off, I was scared I'd do exactly what I'm doing to you now! If you can't truly see that I love you, then I don't know what else to do. And I will openly admit I'm also an asshole, but I know I'm no liar." He finishes.

"You piss me off so much! You have made me jealous by getting with other women for so many years-" I breathe, grinding my teeth as I went to rip off my seatbelt. "And you continue to do so now! I wish I could bloody strangle you sometimes. But you continue to keep my wrapped around your finger! And-" I managed to remove the belt and within seconds I found myself on Nikki's lap, one hand gripped tightly onto his shoulder and the other hand gripping firmly on his jaw. I continued to glare down at him angrily, but Nikki was my opposite, he stared up at me lovingly. His green eyes were a beautiful lime colour and were gazing up at me so softly, he wasn't frowning but his face was still a pinky colour from the yelling.

"You can slap me all you want. Cuss, run from me and even kiss other men to make me mad, but I'll still be lovin' you all the same. Love me tender babe." Nikki's hushes.

"God you annoy me so fucking much, but still I love you." I aggressively reply, bringing my lips to his.