Walk All Over You

Chapter Sixty

I enveloped Suzie-Q into my arms, her limp body resting heavily upon me. She was dead weight almost. I knew something was awfully wrong, I knew whatever that was going on I need to get Suzie-Q help if not something that I would regret would happen. I didn't want to lose the woman I loved, she meant too much to me to just lose. I couldn't understand what happened to her and that was one of the scariest things to feel. Just seeing the scene unfold in front of my own eyes broke my heart and scared me to death. Seeing Suzie-Q like this was the scariest thing that I have ever been through. My tears continued to fall as I hung my head over her face. Her eyes were shut, looking ever so relaxed, too relaxed for me. Her skin was awfully pale and not the usual pale she normally had. I had never ever cried at something like this before, at least not in my adulthood. I had never cried over a girl until Suzie-Q came into my life. She was the one woman I knew I loved with all my heart and having her die in my arms tonight was tearing me to pieces, it shattered me.

"Hey Suzie, are you here?" A voiced sounded, but over my croaky sounding sobs and cries, I couldn't quite recognise who the voice belonged to. I wasn't in the right state of mind to really understand what was going on around me, all my mind was thinking about was the woman in my arms. I had to get her help and I had to get her help now.

"In 'ere, please, fuck! Help!" I screamed out, my throat felt the pain surge through from yelling so hard. I was desperate, I needed all the help I could get.

Within seconds all three men, Vince, Tommy and Mick stood at the bathroom door.

"Fuck, I'll go get help!" Mick hisses with Vince soon chasing after him as he left. The expression Tommy held as he stared down upon Suzie-Q and I showed the amount of pain he was suffering. He looked the way I felt on the inside, broken, worried and just like he had died on the inside.

"What's wrong with her?" Tommy questions, his own eyes building up with tears as he kept his distance.

"I don't know, she was crying when I found her and I helped her before I had to leave for twenty minutes and I came back and found her like this. Tom what the fuck do I do? I don't know what to do Tommy, please!" I beg, my voice breaking. The tears continued to rush down my cheeks and onto my shirt and onto Suzie-Q. I felt like such a pussy, but I didn't care. I was crying over the woman I loved, the pain I was going through was enough to torture me.

"I-I I'm fucking scared Tommy. I don't want to lose her!" I buried my face into the crook of her neck.

"Nikki think! She can't have fallen over or just collapsed for no reason! Has she taken anything? You were with her earlier, think Nik! This is a matter of life or death!" Tommy hisses, rushing over to me, pushing me from nuzzling my face into Suzie-Q. He grabbed me by the shoulders and shook me violently, the panic clearly written across his face.

"I don't know, I don't fucking remember." I sobbed, staring directly into Tommy's dark eyes. He had managed to bury the tears that were in his eyes earlier and now held a furious expression.

"Think Nikki! THINK!" He yells.

'Okay, I'll just take some tablets. My head is killing me.' She opens her eyes tiredly and gazes up at me. Unable to contain my happiness, I leant down, brushing a strand of her hair from her forehead before leaning in further and pecking her lips.

"Uh- she fucking went to take painkillers for her head when I was leaving! Man, Sue doesn't carry around painkillers! She hasn't for a long time!" I yelled back at Tommy, the memory hitting me like a tonne of bricks. Tommy yelled a cuss before he left me and Suzie-Q and entered the bedroom. I could hear the constant yells and smashing sounds from Tommy before he seemed to have howled out 'No' repetitively.