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⚠️ What If (💚)

What If- what if Deku really did try and kill himself when Bakugou told him to? What would happen?

TRIGGER : This chapter contains suicidal thoughts, self harm and attempted suicide. If any of this bothers or triggers you, I suggest you do not read this chapter!

Please do not vent in the comments, I'm not a therapist! ☺

💚 Featuring Suicidal Deku and Softie Bakugou 💚

Deku always felt well.... he felt like he didn't belong, like he shouldn't be in the world. Ever since he found out that he didn't have a quirk, and after Bakugou started to constantly bully him, Deku suffered from depression.

Deku would hide his arms a lot, as he would hide the cuts that he would make each morning before he went to school. He hid it all from his mum, and just let people ask questions.

Deku had always thought about just ending it all, but he didn't want to leave his mum, he would feel horrible to leave her all alone.

So he held off, until the day when Bakugou went over the line.

'' Why don't you hope you have a quirk in your next life and take a swan dive off the roof? ''

Deku couldn't help but laugh at the comment, but also feel deeply hurt. He really thought Bakugou deep down felt at least some regret for all the bullying, all the years it happened.

Deku realised then and there that Bakugou meant it, so... he started to slowly walk up the stairs, muttering to himself.

'' This is it... finally...''

Fortunately for Deku, Bakugou had followed him up.

Deku was about two steps from the edge of the roof when he felt two arms wrap around him.

'' Midoriya! Please don't do this! I-I didn't mean what I said! ''

Bakugou cried, holding Deku close so he couldn't walk off the roof, Deku's eyes widened in shock.

He woke up in his dorm.

'' It... was just a dream.. well- it happened...''

Deku sighed as he got into his UA uniform, he always put on such a happy face but deep down he was hurting, Bakugou had changed his ways and was no longer mean, but Deku was still afraid.

Deku covered his arms, he cuts himself every morning, trying to numb the pain in his chest by making pain on his arms.

'' Oi Midoriya! Come on! ''

Kirishima grabbed Deku's arm, Deku winced in pain and pulled his arm away. Kiri looked at Deku, confused to say the least .

'' Midoriya? ''

Deku looks at Kiri before he ran back in his room and locked the door, Deku immediately called Bakugou on his phone.

'' K-Ka.... Chan.. ''

Bakugou heard the heavy breathing through the phone and ran up to Deku's dorm, he kicked the door down and looked at Deku who was curled up on the floor.

'' Oh Deku...''

Bakugou walked over to him and picked him up, playing with Deku's hair and whispering comforting words to him.