TW: Police Brutality, Death Mostly in pt.2
Y/n Knowles
i had just spent the last five years of my life behind bars. I had been convicted of a crime I didn't commit, but had ended up taking the blame anyway, Wasn't like I had a choice. I had been forced to serve time in a prison that was overcrowded and dirty and had made me feel like nothing more than a number.And the way I was being treated didn't make it any better.
When I was finally released, I was full of emotions. I couldn't stop thinking of how five years of my life had been taken away from me as I walked out of the prison gates and into the real world again. I really couldn't believe that I was finally free.
As I walked out of the gates, I saw a woman waiting. It was my mother, Beyoncé. i hadn't seen my mama in years, other than visitations and phone calls but seeing her again made me feel welcomed.We both damn near ran into each arms. We both cried tears of joy and relief.
"Ma,im sorry."I said not specifically speaking of one thing.But really everything i can imagined she's gone through because of the decision i made.
"I know," she said, holding me tight. "I'm so glad you're home."
We got into the car, and I played my music as my mother would usually tell me turn it off because of all the cussing i do but today she let me play it.To my surprise she knew them word for word.I could only let my mind run as she drove back to our home.I couldn't believe how many things probably have changed over the years that I had been locked up.
When We got home, I was overwhelmed by the sight of her old bedroom. It was the same as I had left it.Besides the beautiful girl i saw on the bed. As i walked in she stood up analyzing me and softly started crying as i wiped the first tear that fell.And she fell into my arms hugging me tightly as if i would disappear if she let go.
"Baby."I said softly as I lifted her head up.
"I missed you so much y/n " Jayda said as she continued to cry but smiled at the same time.
"I missed you too."I said as i led her to the restroom as we were going to take a shower together.
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"I missed this place so much," I said as me and Jayda came downstairs "I can't believe I'm finally home."I made it to the living room and saw my mom , stepfather jay, and baby sister blue.
"Y/n!!!!!!" Blue said running into my arms.
"Hey bluebaby,"I said picking her up and spinning her around.I truly missed the now 11 year old.
"Wassup pops"I said dapping up jay which ended in a hug.
"Y/n, jayda next time please don't be so loud."Mama said chuckling as i sat down beside jayda.
"What you mean wait oh- Ma really i mean you can't even really blame me its been like what 5 years"I said as jayda hid behind me blushing in embarrassment.
"My bad ma."I said apologizing while scratching the back of my head.
"What you wanna do first?"jay asked me as i signed.
"I wanna get my haircut.I need a fresh start"I said as i felt as if getting my haircut would set me onto a new path.A do over.Im guessing my mama sensed my reasoning and wanted to reassure me.
Mama came and sat down on the other side of me and put her arm around me.
"I missed you so much," she said. "We all did. But you're home now, and we're going to make sure that you never have to leave us again."
I hugged my mother tight, feeling the love and comfort that I had been missing for so long. I guess I knew that my life would never be the same again, but I was grateful to have my family by my side and My ride or die. I knew that with their support, I could make it through anything.
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