Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
Y/n Fontaine ( Thorpe) 16
"Is it someone we can call for you?Whats your name sweetheart?"The paremedic asked me as I heard but couldn't speak as I was in shock.My grandmother, my heart, I can't even understand why.
"Excuse me ma'am ? I'm her neighbor her names y/n I can call her parents but I doubt they'd pick up.They rarely stop by I don't think this child remembers the last time she seen them."Ms.Gladys Said unapologetically telling it all. I cried silently while zoning back out.
_____________
Megan Pov
"Hello?"I said waking up out my sleep only picking up after the phone rang for the sixth time.
"Megan baby it's Gladys I think you need to hurry on back home now."She said as I sat up confused and sleepily rubbing my forehead before sighed.
"Ms. Gladys you know my schedule is pretty busy and right bout now this is the only time I get sleep I-
"Megan it's your mom."She said interrupting me.
"What do you mean?"I said as my heart raced not wanting to hear the answer.
"Megan baby I'm so sorry I....." Her voice faded out as I dropped the phone shaking my head in disbelief.Saying no repeatedly.It felt like forever before I finally pulled myself back together to pick the phone up.
"Where's Y/n?"I said shakily as tears rolled down my face.Especially remembering the last conversation with my mom didn't go too well.
"I don't know she ran off soon as the paramedics and everything left,I don't think she's okay and being in that nice, big, pretty, house all alone...She needs her mother...It's time for you to grow up now."She said as I frowned knowing she was right but I also knew my daughter wouldn't be too happy to see me.I understood fully knowing that after what I've Done I can't just force my way back into her life.But giving the circumstances I needed her.I needed to see her.
"I'll be there first thing in the morning.Im getting the jet now."I said hanging up as I wiped my Tears though they kept flowing.
I hate allowing myself to get emotional.And usually they were very easy to suppress but I guess finding out you lost your best friend,mentor, Mother. and so much more all in one will do that to you. And holding your emotions in can only work for so long.I had a feeling I was about to explode.
_________
Y/n Fontaine(Thorpe)
I opened my eyes staring at the ceiling as I blew the smoke out of my mouth before downing the bottle of dussè. Picking my head up watching the two girls infront of me who were damn near naked as one continued sucking me and the others hand all over my body.I was brought out of my thoughts by Zay bussing into the room.
"Yo bro it's Jeremy!"He said yelling over the music holding up the phone as the girls froze.
"Keep going."I told them as I turned back towards him. "So?"I said confused as to what would Jeremy, my head of security, want.
"He said your mom's coming down the driveway she pushed her way through security!"He said as I immediately got angry pushing the girls off me putting my member back in my pants.
"Y'all gotta go! Zay make sure they get home safe.Go out the back."I said as he nodded and I threw two stacks down on the table before pulling the blunt then putting it out making my way downstairs.
I made my way into the corridor as I stopped in my tracks forgetting why I was even mad.I felt a wave of emotion coming as I slowly breathed I'm then breathed out them breathed in as her back was turned towards me and she admired the family portrait of me and her when I was younger.
To tell the truth I hadn't seen her in years.i had instilled in my mind everything I was going to say to her but soon as I saw her it was like I forgot.I couldn't muster up anything.She finally turned around startled a little at me standing there.She stared at me and i felt my heart stop.
"You ain't got nun to say?"I said lowly as I decided to speak first.Seeing tears form immediately in her eyes.
"You've gotten so big..."She said lowly almost as if she was in awe.I scuffed shaking my head as she spoke again.
"I'm Sorry-
"Get out."I said cutting her off as she looked hurt.
"Y/n im not here to fight I just-
"You ain't here to fight? That's all we gon fucking do! I don't got shit nice to say to you! So you can really walk ya ass back to the front and don't let the door hit you on the way out ! "I said as my tears flowed showing my anger.
"I'm not leaving.This is my house too.I know you're angry and filled with a lot of emotions but I'm still your mother and you need to be respectful."She said as I walked towards her a little.
"You want respect? You ain't earn shit from me.My mother just died! Or you don't remember? You must have to cause that's the only reason yo ass back here in the first place.After this over when the next time you gone see me? In my casket?Hmm? "I said
"You've been drinking? Smoking?Y/n you can't go on like this it's not healthy and I know exactly where that roads leads I don't want that for you ."She said avoiding my questions and statements.
"Don't try to raise me now.You ain't did it for 8 years.You ain't no fucking mother! What kinda mother leave the only child with her sick grandmother and never come back .You know how many nights I cried wondering why my parents didn't want me ? Why they were so ashamed of me? I made up excuses! I waited for you to come back every day! Until it broke me! At least dad calls me you don't even care too...I sit in this house every day wondering why my mother don't love me...what have I done for her to not love me...I don't even want to have kids cause of you...I had a baby on the way but I told her kill it because I don't know how to be a parent...I ain't have the right example...A grandmother can only do so much... I lost the love of my life and my potential child because of YOU! I blame you! You da reason my life so fucced up! I hate you!Get out! Get out!"I say breaking down crying as I feel to my knees and she immediately grabbed me going with me to the floor.
She was crying more if not harder than me.I didn't have the strength to push her off me.
"Get out...Get out..."I said repeatedly as she held me in her arms tightly.It felt nice.Like it was meant to be.I didn't want her to let me go but my mind she she needed too.
"Shhh it's okay...I'm so sorry....im sorry baby...I'm so sorry..."She kept repeating as she held me rocking me back and forth.
