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Y/n West
"Hello?"I said as she picked up the phone while I was driving.
"Yeah wassup duke?"Meg said as I sighed blowing my breathe.
"You know what's up with coco?"I asked
"What you mean?"She asked
"Man everything was cool I made it official we popped out we was good. Then it's beens like 2 weeks and she being weird as hell. She acting different as hell. She been dodging me all type of shit. I didn't even wanna do that shit on my birthday cause I didn't want to lose my best friend if shit went wrong. I knew I shouldn't fucked it up. She probably regret it all types of shii."I said venting.
"Y/n y'all been involve with each other for a while y'all both was in denial.Maybe she just in shock but I know for a fact she don't regret nun.She love you."Meg said as I nodded.
"yeah you probably right m over thinking it. Preciate it though sis."I said as we said our goodbyes.
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Courtney Jones
"Hello?"I said answering the phone.
"Bitch where you at ?"Meg said as I laid there confused.
"Home why?"I said
"Good yeen around nobody. Ho you need to tell y/n what's going on. She just called me sad as hell talk bout she don't think you love ha in that way for real.She think you regret it. You need to tell her what's going on instead of going through this shit alone and being scared. "She said as I pouted sitting up.
"She said that?"I asked sadly.
"Yes, you need to call her and let her know."She said
"Okay.'I said lowly
"Coco im foreal."She said
"I know let me hit you back im about to call her."I said
"Alright bet."She said as I hung up.
"Hello?"Y/n said as I bit my lip.
"Hey, um you busy right now?"I asked
"I mean uh- not really what's wrong?You need some?"She said
"Can you come over?I need to talk to you."I said
"Yeah i'll be there in 5."She said as I hung up getting up and getting ready.
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Y/n West
"Hey..."She said opening the door letting me in.
"Wassup."I said standing there before following her to the room.She sat down at the head of the bed as I sat at the foot and she looked at me sadly.
"You good?"I said not knowing what to say as she nodded.This shit was awkward as fuck.
"Uh yeah...You?"She said as I nodded
"So what you want to talk about?"I asked
"About what you told Megan..."She said
"She told you?"I said knowing the answer.
"Yes but I want you to know that my love for you hasn't change if anything I love you more.I don't regret anything y/n.This is what I've always wanted."She said pausing.
"So...why you been avoiding me? I'm not understanding the correlation between your words and your true actions. you acting like you don't want me."I said sadly.
"...You remember when you told me you didn't want kids? Because of your parents...and what you and your brother went through?"She said slowly as I nodded confused as she got up walking in to the bathroom.
"Courtney im so confused right now."I said not understanding what the got to do with anything.
she came out the restroom and passed me a stick as I looked at it then her before zoning out.
"You pregnant..."I said after what felt like forever as I looked up to see her crying softly I didnt even have the will right now to tell her it was okay and to stop crying. Because honestly I don't want this especially not right now.And she definitely knows it.
"I'm sorry..."She said as I shook my head.
"Its not all you."I said sighing throwing it down beside me. "What do you want to do?"I said knowing it wasn't up to me.
"I don't know..."She said
"Courtney you've always wanted kids, just because I don't doesn't mean that should change."I said
"Can you stop calling me that?"She said lowly still crying.
"Its your name."I said nonchalantly.
"Tell me."She said
"What you talking about?"I said getting irritated this shit aggy as fuck.
"Tell me how YOU really feel stop trying to spare me. I can take it."She said as I shook my head sighing.
"Courtney-
"Y/n."She said as I stood up.
"Fine I don't want it.Yes i'm not fucking happy and bouncing off the walls.Ive been trying so hard to avoid this shit my whole life so my bad that I can't react how you want me to im sorry."I said
"Okay."She said lowly
"What the fuck do that mean?"I said rubbing my forehead.
"I'm not gone force you to be present y/n. I'll do this shit by myself. So I guess I know where we stand because if you can't love and care for our child my child then you never would've been able to do the same for me.Maybe we should've stayed best friends. So you can go live your fucking life child free.We ain't ever gotta speak again."She said as I reached out and she moved.
"I didn't say I wasn't gone take care of it.I just-fuck can I get some time to think?Damn."I said
"For what? We both know I don't believe in getting rid of this baby so thats out. When you walk away and come back its still gone be here and you still going to think what you think and so am i. It's no point to think. You either all in or you not."She said as I looked at her contemplating.Before my phone pinged.
