Kiyan Anthony 16
Kiyana Anthony(James) 8
Y/n James
Y/n Pov
"Ma'am you need to sit down please."The nurse said as I groaned In pain walking to Kiyana's room.
"Oh my god. Y/n what are you doing? your gonna hurt your self." Lala said as she grabbed my arm.
"Where is she? they won't tell me.I-Is she okay? "I said groaning as I got an immediate headache and Alani sat me down.
"She's fine she was out just before you."She said as I let out a breathe I didn't know I was holding.
"Did it work?Is she going to be okay?" I said as Lala nodded crying tears of joy as I hugged her tightly.
" she's going to be okay. I said more so reassuring myself.
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2 weeks later...
"I just need more time." Lala said
"Nicole I've been trying to be patient with you hell I've been waiting for eight years. I'm not waiting anymore. what is it I mean are you scared to tell him?hmm?"I said
"he already knows."she said rubbing her temple.
"So what's the hold up? im not following."I said
"He wants a divorce."She said as I looked at her dumbfounded
"So?He stepped out first your going to get damn near everything if not half. He only want one because he aint think you was gone cheat back. Nigga think you a possession."I said
"This is already messy as is. I don't want my kids to go through this and then find out the truth. plus Mini is fresh out doing recovery. It's too much all at once."She said as I shook my head.
"For who? You? Nicole you put everybody in this fucking situation and now you want to be scared of the consequences ? Either we telling everybody tonight or something gone have to be done I don't know.But i'm not missing out on more of my daughters life. Not even for you."I said walking away.
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"Hey..."She said opening the door letting me in.
"Hey. Look I uh i'm sorry for how I spoke to you earlier. Im not sorry for what I said because thats genuinely how I feel , but more so how I went about it and it stems from my built up anger with you. Im still mad because in the in you chose him. You gave him the opportunist to raise y daughter for eight years...I didn't even know I had one. I don't find that fair being that I would've been stepped up. My life would've been so different. But it wasn't cause in a way you controlled that narrative. If you had the chance to make better decisions and this is what you've done with it then I can't allow you to be the decision maker once again. Your playing with peoples lives. I have some sort of resentment towards you I missed so many first and it wasn't even my decision.I hated him. I envied him. He got everything I always wanted with you. And now you're telling me things could've been so different Alani. I I just I can't go on without my daughter knowing about me. Life's to short. It's no longer about us, It's about them now."I said wiping my tears and she cried silently listening.
"I'm so sorry y/n...Honestly I never thought about the domino effect this would have on everyone. At the time I thought I was doing what was best for my family. I genuinely though she was his until the day she came... thats when I knew and then I got a DNA test that confirmed it.But I was already to far gone. I had to see it through. I really am sorry, yn for what its worth." she said as I nodded going to respond before I heard someone scream my name.
"y/n! your back! see mommy I told you we were friends. y/n came back to see me."she said as I chuckled hugging her.
"that I did."I said subtly. "Your very pretty baby girl you look just like your mom."I said taking in her features.
I remember I used you for a school project once and they said I looked like you."She said as I glanced at Lala.
"Did they?"I said
"Yeah. Mommy can y/n stay for dinner?"She said using puppies eyes at Lala as I did the same.
"Yeah please "I said holding my hands together as she laughed nodding.
"Yeah yeah fine."She said as me and mini cheesed.
"Come on y/n I wanna show you my room."She said grabbing my hand.
"Be careful!Both of you!"Lala yelled as we damn near ran upstairs.
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Kiyana James
"UH babygirl, son I want to talk to you both about something."My mom said as we sat at the dinner table. I insisted y/n sat by me.
"Whats up ma?"Kiyan said as I looked at her.
"Well I wanted to start it off by saying im sorry. I want you all to know that it is never my intention to hurt you in any way shape of form. But me and Carmelo decided that were no longer compatible."She said as I looked at her confused.
"What does that mean mommy?"I said
"It means that we won't be together anymore. He would move out and we would resume life as usual just not with him here all the time."She said
"Mommy he's never really here anyway..."I said lowly.
"bubba your quiet what's wrong talk to me?"She said
"Minis right, I saw it coming . It doesn't make it hurt any less but I cant act like I didn't hear you crying some nights. I can't act like I don't know what goes on behind closed doors. If this is what has to happen for you both to be happy then im ok with it though. "He said
"I didnt know you knew so much..."She said
"Because you try so hard to hide it from me, from us."He said
"Me and bubba used to hear you arguing. I used to wake up an go to his room and he'd let me sleep with him."I said
"Why didnt you guys tell me?"She said as a tear rolled down her cheek.
"I didnt want to add onto it."Kiyan said as we sat in silence before mama spoke up again.
"I also want to tell you both one more thing. I don't want you both to feel like you're in the dark about anything.And I want you both to know that it it completely okay if you get mad and upset, especially at me...but it's a reason that y/n is here tonight...Kiyana Carmelo is not your biological father but y/n is..."