This oneshot is just me projecting onto Akutagawa.
____________________________________________It was yet another chaotic day at the port mafia and a few of the members were doing some training.
Chuuya , Akutagawa and Gin were in one area of the training room working on their abilities minus Gin who was practising their knife skills.
It wasn't long before more people enterd the room to work on some things that the boss orderd them to do so. So that meant that it would be quite chaotic and loud due to people using guns and stuff.
The training had been going on for at least a couple of hours before Chuuya started to notice that something was up with Akutagawa.
The first thing Chuuya noticed was how Akutagawa seemed to be not really focusing on anything and staring into space.
"You ok?" Chuuya asked once he managed to get Akutagawa to notice him.
The other thing Chuuya noticed was how it seemed like Akutagawa was forcing himself to directly look at him.
The only responce Chuuya got was a nod as if to say yes now leave me alone , and turning back to whatever it was he was doing before Chuuya came up to him.
Now after that Chuuya became concerned for him knowing how badly Dazai had treated him with their training sessions and how Dazai forced him to continue even if he was past his limits.
Meanwhile for Akutagawa things were starting to be too chaotic for him but there was no way he was going to stop now not when he was getting so much stronger with his ability.
He wanted to do this to show Dazai that he can be better than what he was before even if Dazai was in the agencey now he still hadn't noticed how much stronger Akutagawa had grown with his ability since he left.
However as he continued practising more with his ability thats when things started to become much more than he could handle , the lights were suddenly too bright and the noise around him was now starting to make his ears hurt due to how loud it had become.
Over on Chuuya's end he decided that enough was enough and with that he walked over to Akutagawa and took him out of the training room. He had spoken to Gin earlier and she too had noticed that something was wrong.
Once outside he watched silently as Akutagawa had sat down and instantly went to cover his ears but noticed his mistake once he saw that Chuuya was standing infront of him.
'This is Dazai's fault he can't admit when somethings wrong. ' Chuuya thought as he went to sit down besides Akutagawa who was now looking at him as if he were waiting for someone to say that how he was was wrong and stuff like that.
"I need you to listen to me , think you can do that?" Chuuya asked and Akutagawa nodded not really liking where this was headed.
"If things were getting too much you can say so. Dazai isn't here to say otherwise. And im not going to think any different of you."
Once Chuuya had finished talking Akutagawa was suprised to find that there was someone who wasn't going to think differently of him about anything. In fact it was a nice change after Dazai.
"Do you want to go back?" Chuuya asked and Akutagawa was hesitant to answer even though it was Chuuya there and not Dazai. He shook his head and they both went somewhere more quieter where there was less people and noise around.
After awhile it was getting quite late which resulted in the door opening to reveal Higuchi and Gin on the other side of it. Chuuya saw how the two looked , and he knew that they had been worried about Akutagawa so he decided to let them stay for awhile.
"Keep quiet." Chuuya said to the two of them once they enterd.
They both understood and kept quiet. It was Higuchi who spoke up next whilst trying to stay quiet.
"Is he ok? Me and Gin got worried when we noticed he was gone and we couldn't find him." And Gin nodded in agreement with what Higuchi just said.
"Yeah he's fine now. " Chuuya said. "The lights and the noise was getting too much for him." He looked over to Akutagawa who seems to be much better than he was before.
"How come he didn't say anything?" Higuchi asked.
Chuuya had thought about what to say to her as it really wasn't his place to tell anyone about his diagnosis and the only people who knew were himself , gin , dazai and obviously mori.
"He wouldn't like it if I said why." Chuuya said. The two knew not to push any further and ended that conversation there. Now that Higuchi and Gin both knew that Akutagawa was alright they both decided to give him some space so they left the room.
Once they had left Chuuya went over to Akutagawa and sat beside him again. "How are you now?" He asked. And the only response he got was a thumbs up to let him know that he was doing good now.
And after awhile he was feeling better enough to get back to doing his work and it really helped having Chuuya around and knowing that things would still remain the same between them.
____________________________________________This kind of sucks. Anyways yes I do hc Akutagawa as autistic and yes I am projecting on to him.
Thanks for reading if you did and hope you liked it even if it sucks
Bye for now
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