Imaginary Therapist (It's much cheaper)

Truth

If I reached out to you, would you even give me time of day to listen to me? would you hear my side of the story? Or would you just do as you always do and tell me that its normal or that I'm to blame for everything that happened to me in the few years that you've been around. I sometimes wished that we had never met. And other times I know that if I hadn't, I wouldn't of had the chance of finding everyone who I talk to. It doesn't matter that much anymore though, all you ever ask me for is something I can't and will not give to you. I used to think that I didn't deserve what each person put me through but in a way, they helped me with each new replacement. That all that changed with you. The person changed but the actions did not. Some times it took longer for each new person to come forward with who they really were but to be honest, I wanted to trust so much that I ignored everything wrong with you. Which has just led to some issues that I could have happily avoided. I just wanted a friend. So I just let you in.