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Concern

I understand that people make accounts to follow people they like. I have had someone make an account to 'keep an eye' on my dark poetry book since they were concerned at the time. Concerned enough to make an account but not to actually check in on me. Concerned enough to read the first 5 chapters and then give up. Concerned enough to forget about checking in on the book. You wonder why I don't talk about my problems much. Do you ever take a step back and actually fucking look at what you've been doing? Let me tell you, you don't do shit about it but obviously watching helps doesn't it? Sitting on the sidelines doing nothing helps so much. I can really see how much you care. Like its so overwhelming with how much you really really care. I don't really know what I want you to do at this point since hoping you would actually follow through with your promise was too much to ask for. Actually you only made the account to make sure I didn't say anything bad about you without you knowing. You're really showing your true colours here, you obviously don't trust me enough to write poetry out of all things and you obviously only care enough about yourself. I was always the second choice. You think so highly of yourself. I'd obviously never make it through a day without you. I apparently live off and crave attention from you. Oh no I wasn't given attention, well looks like I'm gonna cry. Fuck off. Like I dress the way I dress not because I like dressing like it but because I obviously do for you. I definitely wore this outfit because I know how much you like it. No fuck off. That's not why I wore this shit. I wear what I wear because I like wearing it, not because you like seeing me in that shit. Maybe after reading this shit, if you ever do considering the 'whole purpose of your account was to ChEcK uP oN mE', you'll finally fuckin understand that I. Don't. Dress. Up. For. You. You are literally acting, and it hurts me to fuckin write this, like Damian. You are starting to think that just because I 'give' control, means you control everything. No. No. No. I fuckin refuse to have this shit repeat. Care and control are two different things. You care? Fuckin act like it.