Black and White Hearts

Chapter 25: Left Alone

Sadie eyes slowly go to open when her alarm goes off, her going to roll over a little bit and look at the time, seeing it reads six AM and her sighing a little bit before she goes to dismiss her alarm, her going to make her way up to her bathroom, going to get in the shower.

At least they only have a few weeks left of filming the movie, them over half way done with the movie. She knows thereafter it is still going to be a busy schedule of interviews when the trailer releases and press conferences and tours around as well and of course especially when the movie comes out, but at least thereafter she will have a break until she finds another movie she will be interested in.

She thanks the lord that her and Caleb were able to talk a little bit last night, because she honestly feels a lot more better than she has been feeling. She admits she was putting it more on herself, trying to deny her feelings with Caleb when really it was something she couldn't hide from, even everyone sees it so how could she hide it from herself when she can't even hide it from anyone else.

She is just glad her and Caleb are back to talking normally again. She admits it isn't as normal because since they both admitted their feelings for each other whenever they lock eyes for a long amount of time it causes a feeling inside of them neither of them cannot shake away. It becomes hard to not just kiss him when he looks at her in certain ways, when he asks certain questions he knows makes her shudder a little.

But that is just Caleb, he is just honest and whenever he has a honest question he asks it, and whenever he has a honest answer he says it. It is not entirely teasing, maybe a little because sometimes she can see the hint of a smile on his face, but that is after the result of her shuddering, he is just one to put his opinions and questions out there, that is just how Caleb is.

After Sadie is done with her shower routine she makes her way out of the shower and does her other routine of moisturizing and going to brush her teeth and wash her face, going over to her closet to put on some simple sweats and a sweatshirt, putting her hair up in a high ponytail. After she is done she grabs her phone and goes to make her way out of the room, seeing Caleb come out of his room as well, seeing him let out a long yawn.

"Get any sleep last night?" Sadie questions.

"A little." Caleb responds, his hands going in his pockets with a smile. "I stayed up last night til like...four in the morning playing call of duty."

"Caleb that isn't good you only got three hours of sleep." Sadie says.

"But it was so worth it I got pass level twenty six that is all that matters." Caleb says.

Sadie rolls her eyes with a smile, her looking when Jenna and Millie make their way out of their rooms. "Good morning guys."

"Hey, you look better." Jenna says.

"I am, and I'm sorry I gave you all a scare okay? But I'm good now I promise." Sadie assures. "You know when you just cry when you're angry?"

"Oh my god I hate that!" Millie says.

"I cry when I'm like overwhelmed and I hate that too." Jenna shakes her head.

"Guys it is nothing wrong with crying I cry too, in fact everyone cries we all cried when we came out of our mothers we were made to cry." Caleb tells them.

"Well...when you put it like that...." Jenna trails off.

Sadie just laughs while shaking her head. "We were not made to cry Caleb."

"Hey for some people they were because yeah I'm all for people letting out their emotions and being all out with it but some people just take it to the next level you know and it's just like...come dude or girl get a bearing on yourself." Caleb explains while they all go to get in the elevator.