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36//Let Me

Late update, but I don't really know what to say so enjoy and please comment and vote, thank youuu<3333

Violet Rose:

I always know the solution to everything, so why am I standing in the middle of the road, not knowing what to do? I don't know what to feel. I feel hurt and embarrassed, I guess. But then I'm angry and feel betrayed. He said he'd take care of me and when I get hurtful comments thrown at me he tells me to leave?

I guess I was wrong about us. I'm crazy about him and he doesn't give two shits about me. I thought he feels the same, his kisses felt so real and his touch was so gentle. But it was fake, our whole relationship is, doesn't matter how bad I want it to be real. And yet tonight felt so real. His hot touch and the hunger in his eyes, I really thought he meant what he said. He said he had been waiting for this but it's hard to believe after what just happened.

I can't believe Cole would do something like that. Since when does he get to decide who is allowed to spend time with me? I like Logan, I like him a lot and the fact that everyone knew he wasn't allowed to spend time with me just hurts. I'm so angry at Cole for thinking he can just control my life. He can't. But I will not cry. I will not allow myself to feel hurt.

I sigh, rubbing my forehead and taking out my phone, deciding to call the person I can always rely on. Brie. "Well shit, it's five in the morning but what's up?" her voice makes my lips tilt up once she finally picks up. But that small smile is quickly wiped off my face when I remember why I'm actually calling her.

"Brie, I need you to pick me up." I hate myself for sounding so quiet but I just want to go home. "Where are you?" "At Logan's." I swallow hard when I hear her sigh at the other line of the phone. "Fine then, give me a few minutes I'll go get you." she gives in and I thank her before hanging up.

Now I wait. Fuck you Logan Reat honestly.
Such an idiot.
I hate that man.
God he makes me mad.
Fuck him and fuck his stupid beautiful face.
And his flawless muscles.
Those amazing eyes.
That perfect smile.
His stupid sarcastic personality.
And his bitchy hot hands. Are you listening to yourself?

Fine oh my god! I don't hate him, I hate the situation we're in right now for fucks sake. I want him to hold me like he did tonight again. He made me feel so good, like I was worth millions of dollars, like I he'd sacrifice the world for me. Did that really mean nothing to him? I mean maybe I should have done something but he was so quick with cleaning me up and walking back out, I thought he liked it as much as I did. My god I'm an idiot.

I thought we had something. How cruel can he be that he just kisses me like his life depends on it and now he tells me it didn't mean anything? I'm hurt and confused and I just want to go home and cry my damn heart out.