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•AWKWARD•
🌺TWO DAYS LATER: AT THE MALFOY MANOR
ANYA PEREZ Man, it feels so different being back home with Draco... It's no longer us wanting to spend time together but just being in separate rooms doing nothing.
Hell, even the ride back home was awkward.
I was beside Draco for eight hours, with him staring out the window while I sat there in boredom.
As much as I wanted to be the first to talk to him, I honestly couldn't because after fucking Nick, I couldn't look my own boyfriend in the eye since I just would end up breaking down crying in front of him and confess to him like an idiot I am.
He don't need that. It'll hurt like hell for me to keep it in, but I cannot lose him right now.
The guilt I was keeping inside was eating me up to the point where I was starting to change.
I was starting to become someone I wasn't.
That's why I haven't been around my friends for the last two days because one, I just ruined my friendship with Zara out of selfishness, and two, I was changing.
What the fuck is wrong with me?? Why did I have to do all that?
I got myself an amazing guy who cares and loves me a lot, but I had to screw everything up!
*Rolls eyes* I should have just dealt with the damn consequences and called it a day.
But it's too late, I made the choice I made, and there's nothing I can do to reverse it.
I'm now in deep shit, all thanks to my dumbass.
Draco deserves so much better than this and me in general. I am too toxic for him and such an overall mess.
But I can't break up with him since I had a child with him after all.
Ari needs both her parents physically beside her at all costs.
I was in the living room, watching Ari play with her Barbies with the pink dollhouse Draco got her for Christmas when I saw Cissy arrive and sit next to me.
