Give Me Love {A Rose and Rosie fanfic} //ON HIATUS

Rosie's POV

Rose. I'm a mess without you. Please come back. I promise I won't nip your ear again, or laugh at you when you try to act like Maltese. Whatever you want, I'll do it. I'll completely change myself for you, because without you I am not myself.

I haven't eaten anything in three days. I haven't done anything, really.

I've sat in bed and tried to watch Dexter. But the entire show is based off of murder and death. I can't think about that, otherwise I'll break down again.

Why did your heart have to stop, Rose? You were doing so well, you were about to return home. To Flynn, to our flat.

To me.

I was about to propose to you. In fact, I've never taken the ring out of my dresser drawer. It sits here now, collecting dust.

It's very beautiful. The most expensive thing I own, actually. I remember when I went to purchase it with Anna.

She picked it out just for you.

You should have been able to wear that ring.

I couldn't give it to anyone else.

Sometimes, I wonder if I'll ever love anyone as much as I have loved you.

You were smart, funny. Beautiful.

Most importantly, you were mine.

I was looking forward to our future together. Just the two of us. Maybe kids.

And now, I can't imagine that with anyone else. You meant the world to me, you were my everything.

Grief is overwhelming me, and I just can't do this anymore.

I'm sorry.

But don't be sad. I'll see you soon.

Just wait for me, okay?

I love you.

So, so much.

More than you can imagine.

And I'm doing this for you, okay?

Don't be mad.

It isn't your fault.

I just can't live without you.

So I'll be with you eternally.

Forever

And ever.

See you soon