Chapter 11: Logan

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Chapter 11: Logan

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Song of Chapter: Hooked On A Feeling by Blue Swede

 


I was so surprised that Valerie came. I was going to call Michael to see if he could company me, but this is much better. I pull away from Valerie. She had a sad smile. I take her wrist and lead her to my room. "You know what happened right?" I asked her. She nodded.

"Michael told me. I know what it feels like, so I thought I could help you out if you needed someone to be with you," she says. We sit down on the ground facing each other. I take her hand and play with her fingers.

"I just don't want him to die. I don't want to lose another family member," I say. Tears start to from in my eyes.

"What do you mean another family memeber?" she asks. I stop playing with her fingers. I sigh and look up at her. "You don't have to tell me."

"Two years ago, my mom was pregnat with my new baby brother. They were going to name him Josh. They had his room ready and everything. When he was delivered, he wasn't screaming like a normal baby was. He died the day he came out. We were all depressed and heart broken. My mom didn't do anything to kill the baby. They said that when she was in labor, he turned around and choked himself with the chord on his neck. I don't want to experence death from my family again. Not until they are old and ready," I say.

"I'm so sorry Logan. No one wants to go through that," she says.

"Yeah, can we change the subject, please?" I ask

She nods her head. I play with her fingers again. She didn't say anything. She let me hold her hand. She's not pushing away. I look at her. She was looking at our hands folded together. I smile at her. I smile at her beauty. I smile from her smile. She takes my other hand and links it with hers. I scoot closer to her. She looks into my eyes. "I'm glad you came here," I smile. She blushes.

"I'm glad I came here too. I was worried about you today. A lot," she blushes even harder. I even start blushing.

"Did you, really?" I ask.

"I really did. I was really worried. Plus it wasn't the same without you at school. It made it slower. But I'm glad that you are a little bit better than what I thought. I thought you were going to be worse then I expected," she said.

"What did you think I was going to be like?" I ask. She giggled.

"I don't know. Like the movies I guess. Looking like crap. Wearing weird PJ's, messy hair, un-brushed teeth, and other stuff. Thankfully you had brushed teeth," she smiles. I chuckle at her statements.

"I'm not that kind of boy. I clean myself up. Don't worry," I laugh.

"That's good!" she says. I nod my head.

I never wanted something better then this moment. I saw her look at me. I looked at her and she blushed looking down. She suddenly snapped her head up looking at me. She had a huge smile on her face. She stands up and had he hand towards me. I gave her a confused look. "What?" I ask.

"I wanna take you somewhere," she says. I take her hand and she helps me up. With my hand still in hers, she takes me down stairs to go to her car. I sit in the passenger seat as she starts driving somewhere. "You can turn on the raido by the way. It's gonna take a bit." I nod my head.

I turn on the raido. It burts out some electro music. I jump to how loud it was. She laughs. She then bobs her head to the beat of the music. I knew the song, so I start singing along. I know she didn't know them and couldn't hear me singing. That's ok. I don't think she would want to hear my voice anyway.

After thirty minutes of driving. We were at a beach. You could see the sun setting in the distance. We both get out of the car togehter. I stare at the sun in awe. We lean on the hood of her car. "It's beautiful isn't it?" she asks. I look at her.

"Yeah it is," I say and quickly turn my head to the sun before she saw me looking at her beautey. She places her head on my shoulder. My heart beats faster.

"I used to come here when I was younger. No one comes her anymore. I would ask my dad to go to the beach with me while I do my homework, or if I'm not doing well, he would take me here. I thought you would like it," she says.

"Thank you. I couldn't have asked for a better night. I do like it," I say. She doesn't say anything. I remeber she can't here me. That's alright. I just want to stay here with her.

I want to stay here forever.

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