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Oneshot #16

I'm so sick. Idek man. Anyway heres some fluffL. Very heavily inspired by my chacha oneshot I did with this same concept but it works way better with jiara bc everything does👍🏼. I wanna die. ANYWAYYYY!!

Him
She's still asleep as I lay here thinking about her, quiet breathing is all that's heard in the room, the pillow smelling of coconut shampoo. Still covered with marks from last night, carefully kissing them as I rub my thumb on her waistbands for her pants, can't even care to remember if there hers or not. Her fingers covered in our matching rings, I've tried to convince her to take them off but she doesn't listen, saying they make her feel closer too me, though were quite literally snuggled in one another's arms. The sound of a phone buzzing over and over again makes me upset, not wanting to invade her privacy as it was most likely just her parents, but this is the eighth time I've heard it go off. I lean over slightly picking up her phone, "Mom" of course.

"Kiara! I've been calling you back to back, why aren't you-"
"Hey Mrs Carrera, it's JJ"
"Why do you have her phone??"
"She's sleeping"

I hear some mumbling on the phone before I hear her dad come on the phone, great, just who I need to talk to right now

"First of all don't answer my daughters phone"
"Didn't have any bad in-"
"Besides that, is she okay?"
"yeah she's okay, I can tell her to call you later?"
"Yeah"

I don't get to say anything else before the call ends, sighing as I put the phone down

"Jay?"
"hey baby"

Rubbing her eyes as she looks up at my face, specifically my lips. Her hand runs through my hair, our lips staying together. Leaving my hands on her waist as she moves on top of me, taking our time to explore one another again, feeling the bare skin of her legs against my legs. Unraveling, pulling away to stare at me again

"what was that for?"
"can't just kiss you without a reason?"
"I don't remember saying all of that, just felt like you were trying to tell me something"
"what was I saying?"
"I don't know, what were you saying?"
"just that I appreciate you"
"I think that was a little more then just those three words"
"stopp"
"say it"
"guess"
"tell me what you were saying last night"
"that you're hot"

Laughing, barring her head into my chest

"and that I'm the best in bed?"
"oh my god shut up"
"point taken"
"I love you"

Love. A choice in words that I hadn't heard much in my life, when you have an alcoholic piece of shit for a dad and a mother that's god knows where, there's no one to really say that too me. I heard friends say it before, which I obviously appreciated a lot, but hearing it from your blood, or someone that you love romantically, it's different. I was scared of those three words, knowing fully well I did love her, but expressing those emotions is something I never had done yet. It's not like I never planned on telling her, or even had the thought she would say it before me, but I didn't properly prepare myself at all. The feeling of not being able to be loved is still very present and alive, and with that and everything else, I stay still. Looking her in the eyes, waiting for a response, holding my shirt between her fingers

"and you don't have to say it back"

But I want too. I need too, because I want you to know, why is it so hard

"because I know you love me too"

The confidence in her voice reassures me, comforts me, it's like a brick is lifted off my shoulders

"I know you have a hard time with emotions and that, and I'm not ever going to be mad at you for it. Were in this together, and I love you, okay?"
"I love you too"

Everything suddenly feels easy, feeling stupid for thinking it was hard. Immediately kissing me again, lasting longer then the last, out of breath

"I love you more"
"not as much as I do"
"I say otherwise"
"are you sureee about that?"
"so sure"
"you win"
"by the way, your parents called, got mad at me for answering the phone"
"Don't take them on, I'll call them when I'm ready, right now I just want to spend time with you"
"same here"

Melia/Serenity talks:
I've lwk said everything I've wanted to say at the top note. Happy Canada day ig. I'm on the verge of committing arson. I hope you guys enjoyed this oneshot as much as I loved writing it! Ily all and PEACE!

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