Found

Stay

He stands me up and asks me to come back to the house. I resist and try pulling away but he won't let me. "Please Rose. I've been falling in love with you and losing you would be like losing my whole world. Please. Come home." I was shaking. Fear, anxiety, anger, and sadness. Would they be mad at me? I mean I've never had someone be mad at me. Or hate me. Or even love me and I was scared. I walk home against my will and every one was on the front porch except Thomas. They were all smiling and said they understood what I meant and I didn't need to explain. Thomas was just over reacting. We get inside and I go to my room alone and sit in my computer chair just to think. I hear a knock on my door. "Who is it?" I ask. "Thomas." Oh great goes through my head on replay. "What do you want from me?" I ask "Will you just open the door so I can talk to you!" He yelled "No, go away." I yelled back. He somehow opens the door by picking the lock. "I'm sorry I yelled at you earlier I was out of of line." He said in a rough voice. "Ok. Now leave." I said and he nodded and left. I walked down the stairs and went to the back yard and watched the birds and the sway of the trees and the breeze blowing my hair to the left as I watch the sun go down. I hear the back door open. "Man that's pretty." It was Ian "Yes. I feel at ease and I don't know why. Just calm and have peace." I said. He sat down in a chair on the other side of the porch. When it was completely dark we got up and went inside. Ian had finished making dinner and it smelt amazing. Baked potatoes, green beans, steak, and in the center a bowl of pairs. He asked me to go get Parker because he hadn't come out of his room since I told Zehn I liked him. Sad thing is I like him too. It's like a mental battle on who to go with. I walk up the stairs and with every step they creak. I walk slowly down the hall to Parkers bedroom and knock on the door. I wait a few moments and there is no answer. "Parker it's time for dinner." I call through the door, no answer. I open the door to see him looking out the window from his bed. "Parker you need to..." He cuts me off "Rose I'm in love with you. Ever since we met, I couldn't help it." "I like you too," I say "it's just complicated." He gets up and pulls me close to him. He hugs me then slowly pulls away a kissed my cheek. "I'll be down in a minute." He says. I walk down to the kitchen everyone is seated except Parker and I. "Sorry he was being a bit stubborn he'll be down in a minute." When he sat down not a word was exchanged we just ate. When I was done I cleaned my plate and put it in the dishwasher then went to my room. I showered then went to bed.