Hopeless love (Levi x female reader)

Jean's attempted love story

Y/n's pov: 

The blinding rays of the early morning sun blasted me in the face as soon as I opened my eyes. I groaned, rolling over onto my stomach to remove the light from my eyes.

"I hate mornings." I growled into my pillow. After a few minutes of contemplating my life's decisions, I finally rolled out of bed...onto the floor.

"Ow," I muttered standing up. What a shit day to exist. After dressing, I mad my way out of the building and to the mess hall. As I trudged across the field toward the little building, I heard rushed footsteps behind me.

"Oh no," I said just as Eren lept onto my back. I laid face down in the dirt, wondering if Eren really needed to exist.

"GOOD MORNING Y/N!!!" he laughed.

"What's good about it?" I shouted into the ground, the dirt muffling my voice.

"Eren, maybe not tackle people from behind." Jean cautioned, pulling him off of me.

I stood, brushing myself off. Seen and I had known each other for a few months now, and somehow I became his best friend in that short period. At least he seemed to think so.

Eren cocked his head, eyeing the bandage on my wrist. "Hey y/n, what happened to your wrist?"

I quickly pulled my sleeve down. "Nothing."

I continued my walk to the mess hall, making small talk with Jean.

"It definitely not the first time I've slapped a raccoon, you know what I mean? Jean?...Jean??" I turned to look at him only to find he wasn't even listening. I turned to look in the direction his line of view pointed. Mikasa. I smiled.

"I set a cat on fire yesterday. With a match. Then I fell down seventeen flights of stairs."

Jean turned and looked at me. "Huh? What the hell are you talking about??"

"Dude, if you like her, go talk to her."

Jean's eyes widened. "Are you crazy? I can't talk to her! All I can do is watch from afar-"

" Like a creep."

"I am not a creep!"

"Just watching women from a distance, taking in every move they make but never talking to them. Nope. Not creepy at all."

Jean rubbed the back of his neck sheepishly. "It is a little creepy isn't?"

"A little?"

Jean threw his arms up in defeat. "Well what am I supposed to do? I can't go talk to her, I wouldn't know where to start! Do I say hi, do I ask her out??"

I put my hands on my hips, shifting my weight to one foot, slightly concerned that he was so clueless. Like, I've met clueless guys and all, but this had to be a new record. "Dude, just say whatever feels right." I hesitated. "Never mind, knowing how your mind works, that's probably the last thing you should do."

"Then what Ami supposed to say?"

"Just make small talk. Try and make friends. Don't rush it or you'll just push her away."

Jean stared in Mikasa's direction, looking a little green. "I- I guess I should get started huh?"

I nodded, smirking a little. Jean took a deep breath before walking in her direction with absolutely zero confidence in his step. I shook my head watching him for a minute before continuing my walk to the mess hall. This wasn't going to go well. 

I couldn't wait to hear about it.

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I'm alive! I know, I know, It's been...a while...and such...

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