Finally Out ~ Marvel Soulmate Book (On Going)

Chapter 14 Peter

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Warning: panic attack warning.

Recap:

‘CRASH’

Peter's eyes shoot open. His feet move forwards as he hears a crashing and thumping sound alongside whining, crying sounds come from inside the bathroom. He was so fast that he didn't have time to even think before his legs moved from his spot.

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Chapter 14 Peter

Third person POV.
A minute ago. With Dove.

Dove pushes open the women’s bathroom door with her shaky hand and steps in. The door shuts slowly and quietly behind her as she steps deeper into the medium sized bathroom and stops in front of the mirror, well she was hoping it was a mirror. It was a mirror, but she hardly could see through her bruised, burning, watery, pulsing eyes.

The pain was so much.

She thought that if she came in here, she would be able to breathe for a few moments, but got nothing. In fact, the pain got even worse since she stepped in here.

The soulbonds were fighting for both of them to be connected. Peter and Dove werent fighting for each other to be entwined together for life yet. That was their soulbonds doing all of this and causing the pain to become worse than before, like a hundred times worse than before.

The pain she received last night was painful enough, and now this new pain was being added on and amplifying the pain even more.

She thought that it couldn't get any more painful for her, but she was completely wrong. At this point she couldn’t hardly stay in the same spot, her nails dig at her chest and neck as she tried to breath and stay calm, but she couldn't. How could she?

She can’t even get air down her lungs, her chest was so tight and her mouth was like sandpaper, she can’t even see because of the burning water that seeped out of her bruised eyes. Her whole body shook of pain, fear and stress, her knees buckled under her weight almost giving out on her, and they could at any moment. Her head was dizzy and light, her mind was fuzzy and unhinged. What was happening was so overwhelming and so, so, so fucking painful for her. 

Dove coughs and continues to because it just triggered something in her to continue coughing even if she didn't want to. As she coughs, her throat tightens making her gag and that moment fear spreads through her. More tears form into her eyes as she starts to panic.

Her being an emetophobe, she got scared of the gagging and coughing. The fact that she couldn't stop coughing was scaring her, but what was also scaring her was the fact that her mouth was watering up so much that it was coating the whole inside of her mouth. That was a sign of her being close to throwing up. Every cough she makes, her throat tightens and brings her close to gagging again and this was just making everything worse for her.

Dove at this point has lost every sense she had in her. She was in a full panic attack mode now. Her body went limp and she fell to the ground holding-squeezing her head. Her fingers dig in her hair, and pull it slightly as she squeezes her head. Her loud fall to the ground wasn't the only thing heard when she fell; the start of her uncontrollable cries were heard, but also the trash can being knocked over. 

She didn’t even hear the loud crashing sound of the trash can. She just squeezed her head when she tried to think, but only came out more confused at the end, at the end it just caused her to cry even harder.

Third person pov.
With Peter again and normal time now.

Peter's eyes snapped wide as he came across her; like before, his legs moved without thinking and in seconds he was on his knees in front of her cupping her cheeks in his big hands softly and tightly to make sure she wouldnt look away from him. “Hey, hey shh.. It's ok, it's ok,” Peter said, pulling her hands away from her head so she wasn’t hurting herself anymore. “Hey, hey, whoa squeeze my… arms. Yeah squeeze my arms instead of your head” he said, placing his hands on her face again. He whips her tears away from her eyes and cheek, but more tears seep out of her eyes and down her cheek even more.

Dove's eyes looked ahead of herself, but everything was blurry to her; it was like she was underwater, when she clearly wasn’t. She can tell that there was a person in front of her, but the most she got was a blurry blob, nothing else. She shakes her head and cries out loudly again. She tries to place her hands back to her head because that's what she usually does when she's like this, but he stops her before she could and places them back onto her lap.

She shakes her head and cries loudly again, “I don’t know what to do? I don’t know what to do? I'm so confused… I’m confused. Everything hurts” she cries loudly. She was being slightly loud.

Later on she will feel embarrassed of crying over… anything, everything. Even if it was pain, she will still feel embarrassed of crying, but right now she can't think about that yet.

All she could do was cry and keep re-saying that she didn't know what to do, how confused she was and how much she was in pain. Between her cries, she would shake her head and move closer to the person she has never met before. Her fear of being alone right now was high. She didn't want to be left alone and she was scared that this person was going to leave her at any moment and leave her like this.

So now she sat on Peter's lap with his arms around her body, running his fingers through her hair and rubbing her back as he mumbles things in her ear. Things that she is slightly hearing now. Not much though.

Third person pov.
With peter.

Peter really didn't know what to do. All he could think of was to tightly hold her to him, rub her head and back as he mumbles soft nice things in her ears hoping that it would help her.

He closes his eyes as another loud cry leaves her mouth as she tightens her grip on his shirt, “i-i-i-i. Don't know what to do? I can't calm down, my chest hurts” she cries out. Her body is trembling, drooling drips down her chin and she whips it off. She digs her face in his chest and this strong scent flows in her nostrils and another wave of pain washes over her.

This wave was the one that cost everything.

Dove's eyes roll back and her body goes limp in his hold.

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