A new classmate | Haikyu au

I just want to keep you for myself

6 months later

POV: Motoya

I'm now a 2nd year student and still with Hitomi together but until now I didn't talked to Joel properly about "that"nor told my boyfriend about everything that happened in Hyōgo.

Shinobu won in January a match in Badminton and is now on the 1st place in Japan and I got a Certificate for the best Libero in Japan too.

I still didn't told Hayate about my sexuality nor told Kyioomi about my relationship. I didn't heard anything from Hyung and it looked like that he went back to South Korea , what was a relief to me. But the real problem for me was that , I don't have the feeling of loving Hitomi. I'm still with him together but it feels like I'm lying to him, when I'm telling him that I love him. It's very complicated but maybe this year everything would be better.

But it was until now everything ok until Shinobu told me, that Joel has a Girlfriend. I didn't like it but I'm not in the position to say something to him. She looks beautiful and pretty average like every other girls...but why her?

On Monday

I was at home after school because I didn't had to go to the volleyball club since it's closed today so I just sat alone in the living room. I turned the TV on, went on YouTube, clicked on a random video, pressed on play and used my phone. After an hour or so, I decided to call Shinobu since I didn't knew what to do with myself.

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Me: Hi

Shinobu: Don't you have practice now?

Me: No. It got canceled. Are you busy right now?

Shinobu: I'm now in the gym hall because they have practices but we can talk to each other.

Me: Great. I wanted to talk to you about Joel.

Shinobu: You still aren't over that?

Me: No

Shinobu: But you are you in a relationship. Why can't he have one?

Me: He can have somebody but I don't - want that.

Shinobu: Are you jealous because of his Girlfriend?

Me: No, I'm not. It's not that I'm jealous. It's just that it went a bit too fast.

Shinobu: Too fast? What do you mean with that? You two weren't even together.

Me: I-I know that but I-...

Shinobu: You don't want to believe that because you were in love with him and he turned you down. I know that but still...you know why he did that.

Me: Yes, I know that but I just have the feeling that I was meant for him not her.

[Shinobu was quiet for a moment and didn't knew what to say because she never thought, that Motoya would say something like that]

Shinobu: You mean that you want that he belongs to you even if you have a boyfriend?

Me: Not that he belongs to me but-...

Shinobu: Stop lying.

Me: Ok, yes. I want to keep him for myself.

Shinobu: Oh, that's a big problem for you because she's the same as you.

Me: What do you mean by that?

Shinobu: She fell in love the same way you did and she ain't letting him go. So she would be your enemy since the two of you have one big goal, which is to win his heart.