TheDarknessInsideYou's Diary

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I don't know what to put here, honestly. How's your day going? It's, like, seven thirty right now and I'm tired as hell. Not really, actually. For some reason I've been waking up at six or seven on the weekends and it gets on my nerves when I want more sleep. I fell asleep at two. I want more sleep but I can't seem to get it on the weekends. Maybe it's because I have monday and then school's over. I don't know why we have to go to school only on monday, why wasn't the last day of school friday? That would have been so much easier! Now my first week of summer will be spent at home, alone, sitting with my pitbull and talking to you wonderful weirdos while my mom works. But NOOOOOOOOO we have to go to school on monday! That's like a hard punch to the boob or whatever. Why does my school administration decide to make us go to school for one last day at the begining of the week? BECAUSE WENDY ROBINSON (my school director) HAD TO FUCKING STICK HER NOSE WHERE IT DOESN'T BELONG! Oh! And guess what's happening next school year?! I get to walk to school because they're to fucking broke to afford busses for people like me that live within a two mile radius. And school starts, wait for it, at nine. Wait, hold your applause, it's not that amazing. If you were a sensible person, you would think that if school starts later, then we get out later, correct? Ding ding ding, you're right! Now instead of getting out at 2:35 we get out at, drumroll please,

4:35!! That practically leaves me no time to get home and eat before my mom has to work. She leaves for work at 4:30, so she's not even gonna be home when I'm home. Also school starts two weeks earlier, so it starts in August instead of September. This also ruins my Wattpad life because I have less time to talk with you guys before I need sleep. Well, before I have to pretend to go to bed so mom won't get mad at me for sleeping for three hours before school. Yep, our school is just so amazing.

I'm also pissed because as of right now, all my friends are 15 and I'm still 14!! Until June 29th, I'm still fourteen. UGH! My friend Chastity turned fifteen last thursday, leaving me at the end of the spectrum. WHY did I have to be born so late into summer! I'm like the baby of my circle of friends (which by the way, I only have five actual friends) and it sucks! Well, maybe it's because I'm a Cancer or I'm the youngest and actually the only person that thinks rationally before I do something, but I'm like the mother of the group too. My friend Dani told me once when she and my other friend Malik were talking about going to a Twenty One Pilots concert in september, I asked them "Doesn't school start in August now? How are you gonna go see it?" Malik told me to shush and Dani said, "This is why we love you, you ask the questions no one wants to or thinks about asking." I also wrote letters to all my friends as appreciation for being there for me. Dani said she couldn't write a letter, but she said "I'm very glad for your existence." And then she gave me a hug. All my friends are like different sauces. Malik is spicy because he gets really sassy if you tell him off and he will, no joke, cut your face off with his nails. He actually sharpens his nails every night O_O. Dani would be sweet and sour, because she can sometimes be really nice and kind and other times she'll be angry and defensive. Chastity would be mild, because she's just totally laid back and chill. She doesn't care what you think of her. And Amaya would be teriyaki because she mostly does whatever she wants. I love them all. I call Malik Milk, Dan's last name is Brinkert so we call her Brisket, and my nickname is Marinara because it has my nickname in it and whenever I get sassy Malik says "We have some spicy Marinara today!"

I love them all