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CHAPTER TWELVE: THOUGHTS THAT CONTROL ME
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IT was like magic. He just showed up and always knew where to find here. How could he just do that. What made him do that.
"What were you gonna say earlier?" He asked as he walked towards her though she rolled her eyes as she walked away and over to the chalk. She had to finish these routines. Take her mind off of him. He's getting way to close.
"You can't just avoid me, ya tried that" he follows behind her as she stayed silent. "Why won't you just tell me" he groaned. "We were fine a not when a week ago" he just kept on talking. "Listen Lyss-" "Do not call me that." Alyssa's finally turned to him. He called her the same nickname as her brother but she didn't want Hobie to have the same fate her brother did. She couldn't do that. No not to him.
"Alright fine" Hobie had his hands up, his palms showing towards her in a 'it's not my fault' type of way. "Be as brassed of as you want about this I just want to know what I did" Hobie said calmly as if she was a wild animal that was ready to attack.
Alyssa scoffed. "For fucks sake drop it. You hate consistency right? So please go find someone else to charm or some shit" she tried to sound mad or angry but there was still of hint of pleading there.
This wasn't even about him. His grip in her was a lose one, one that could easily be pushed off. It's her. Despite how much she wanted him to let go of her, she was clinging onto him as if she was scared.
A silence took over them. Hobie waited for her to keep going, to say something, to accidentally end up telling him anyway.
Part of her wanted to spill it all. Fuck it being cliche. She wanted to let him know, let anyone know how scared she was. Though there was still that huge part of her telling her not too. To bottle it in and suck it up.
After her brother died for some reason she let her thoughts control her, her mind over her heart. Her heart begged to let all the pain and fear and sadness out, her brain said no.
So she told herself no.
"Just leave me alone, for a bit at least" I asked him with a sigh. Hobie scanned her features for a moment. He saw something in her eyes, something he couldn't make out.
"Alright fine, it's squashed"
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J SPEAKS!
She is so In This Darkness (Clara La San) coded bruh😭
They'll get better I promise, I actually got an idea thank you (you know who you are) sfm🙈
Anyway as always I hope you enjoyed this chapter and are having/ had/ have a good day!!
