Illusion | Taekook ✔️

22. Last Day

Park Jimin

Don't cut me down, throw me out, leave me here to waste

I once was a man with dignity and grace
Now I'm slippin' through the cracks of your cold embrace
So please, please~~~

It has been full four weeks since I am living here. I wake up everyday in the hopes of seeing him again. But I cry myself to sleep every night when he doesn't show up.

When you are a love starved person, you'll lick it from the knives just to have a taste of it. Without thinking that it might harm you.

It harms me now, every night when my eyes get tired of looking at the door whole day. Then I go to bed and cry. When my eyes get tired again my brain put me to sleep and the next day cycle goes own.

Before coming here, I pushed myself believing into that I am past it. I was wrong, it still hurts the same. The emptiness is there and it'll never go away.

My every day ritual is to think all of the happy moments we spent together; how happy I was in those moments. I would trade anything in a heartbeat to relive those moments again when I was happy with him.

Cold skin, drag my feet on the tile
As I'm walking down the corridor
And I know we haven't talked in a while
So I'm looking for an open door~~

The days when I used to see him everyday but now I am just starving to have a glimpse of him. Today I have lost all my hope. I opened the fridge looking for something to make breakfast with. As I looked at bread something came to my mind, "Creamy Delights"

I shut it down and went inside to change. Half an hour later I was standing infront of Seokjin's bakery. They say if you can't see the person you love then seeing the things associated with them will grant you some peace. That's what I am going to do now. To see the man he loves.

I was about to enter, when I bumped my shoulder into someone.

"Can't you see wh...... Park Jimin." The cracky manly voice said.

I looked up to see who he was, "Oh I...... Mr. Jeon." I was totally caught off guard.

"Fancy seeing a beauty like you here, early this morning. I might say I am blessed." He smiled with his dimples on display.

"Are you a regular here?" I questioned. I doubt if he knew who the owner is, he won't step in here ever.

"I became, a like a month ago, the owner is quite a beauty." he said. Well, that's new that this man is interested in someone.

"I see you always have a soft spot for beauties." I scoffed.

"Yeah, you know me. It has been long since I visited lust lilies. I am always on the move. How are you doing these days?"

"I am great. Still jam packed bookings." I chuckled.

"Do you think I can have an appointment to relive old days?" He smirked.

My heart dropped in my stomach hearing to those words, "Umm... You can uhh check with Ashley." I said. He was one of my regular clients, way before Yoongi.

"Alright. See you soon." he has an absurd smirk on his face as he turned around and I hated it.

"Good morning, Mr. Kim..." I smiled seeing Seokjin standing by the counter.

"Woahh Jimin, I thought you would never come. What took you weeks?" he laughed shaking my hand.

"I was...um just away from here. You know that man in suit?" I questioned gesturing towards the door.