Illusion | Taekook ✔️

58. Doomed From The Start

Almost two weeks later.....

Park Jimin

What they say is true, if your life is written no matter what you do, you'll live it that way. Same goes with the fate. What's written will happen. I tried to end my life to escape from my pain. That's not what fate wanted, maybe it doesn't want me to be a coward.

Now, I won't be a coward. Seokjin was right, I should've learnt how to put myself first. I guess I didn't respect myself enough for others to respect me. Now, in this new life, I'll put myself first.

It's not the love from my heart is gone. That man is my first love and maybe last. However, I won't put it before myself now. I wished he would see it sooner. But now I want him to fight for me like I fought for us.

"Don't forget to call me as soon as you reach there." Seokjin snapped his fingers infront of me.

"Yeahhh I will." I smiled.

"Be careful okay? Don't do anything rash. I know Yoongi won't be coming there for sometime but don't forgive him okay. You have to be strong. Don't give in as soon as he shows up on your door. Also, don't believe any men there, take your medicine eat well and...."

"Seokjin.... Breath..." I hugged him instantly and he froze at his spot.

"Okay but promise..."

"I promise.... You also take care of yourself and Taehyung. Okay? And don't give Yoongi a hard time due to me." I squeezed his hands.

"Okay..."

"Thankyou for everything Seokjin. You are a friend I don't wanna lose ever."

"You won't if you keep sending me clothes from your store." he laughed.

"Then I'll make sure your receive them every month." I laughed too.

"You are best then....."

"Mr. Park, its time to board." Felix deep voice gained our attention.

"Okay Seokjin, Goodbye. I'll come and see you soon or you can visit me in San Francisco."

"Yes... Sure. Be safe and goodbye."

We hugged one last time and waved a hand at him, before disappearing into the boarding section. I hope this new life will bring a good fortune in my life.

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Kim Seokjin

Bidding Jimin goodbye was hard, however I am happy for him. He has suffered alot in his life. I wish a better life for him. I know Yoongi would chase him, but right now, I know his hands are pretty busy.

I took a nice long bath with calming body oils to ease down my nerves. Tying the robe around my waist, I walked into the kitchen. Prepared some popcorn and picked a nice wine. Turned on a movie, I was feeling like it today.

Ten minutes into the movie and I heard my bell go off. I knew it would happen. Jimin is gone and Yoongi would have gotten drunk and now he showed up here. I sighed, putting my popcorn bowl aside. Well, I was pissed, I didn't want distraction in my movie night.

I opened the foor in rush without checking it and to my surprise it wasn't Yoongi, "Hi there...." a familiar face, flashed a dimple smile at me.

This was the last thing I wanted right now, "Namjoon...."

"I wanted coffee, Cafe was closed so I came here." he smiled.

"Sorry, but I don't provide after hour services." I said, closing the door but he was quick to stop it.