I can still hear everything, but I can't move or speak. My eyes won't even open.
"Jaycee, please please be okay." I heard Dad cry.
I'd love to, but I don't know if I can.
"I love you Jaycee, I can't believe this happened. First the gun shot, now this. Why can't I keep you safe?!" Jaime cried.
I'm sorry, Jaime.. I love you, too.
"Why'd I have to be such a douche and do that to her? Why couldn't I have just stayed sober until-" I'm assuming Dad, Jaime, or Mike gave Tony a look that made him stop talking.
"I love you baby girl, we all do."
I love you, too Mikey. I love all of you.. except Tony. I hate you, Tony.
"I thought that I've been hurt before
But no one's ever left me quite this sore
Your words cut deeper than a knife
Now I need someone to breathe me back to life
Got a feeling that I'm going under
But I know that I'll make it out alive
If I quit calling you my lover and
Move on
You watch me bleed until I can't breathe
Shaking, falling onto my knees
And now that I'm without your kisses
I'll be needing stitches
Tripping over myself,
Aching, begging you to come help
And now that I'm without your kisses
I'll be needing stitches
Just like a moth drawn to a flame
Oh, you lured me in, I couldn't sense the pain
Your bitter heart cold to the touch
Now I'm gonna reap what I sow
I'm left seeing red on my own
Got a feeling that I'm going under
But I know that I'll make it out alive
If I quit calling you my lover and
Move on
You watch me bleed until I can't breathe
Shaking, falling onto my knees
And now that I'm without your kisses
I'll be needing stitches
Tripping over myself,
Aching, begging you to come help
And now that I'm without your kisses
I'll be needing stitches
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Needle and the thread,
Gotta get you out of my head
Needle and the thread,
Gonna wind up dead
Needle and the thread,
Gotta get you out of my head, get you out of my head
You watch me bleed until I can't breathe
I'm shaking, falling onto my knees (falling on my knees)
And now that I'm without your kisses
I'll be needing stitches (and I'll be needing stitches)
Tripping over myself,
Aching, begging you to come help (begging, "Baby, please.")
And now that I'm without your kisses
I'll be needing stitches
(And now that)
I'm without your kisses
I'll be needing stitches
(And now that)
I'm without your kisses
I'll be needing stitches"
"Shawn what are you doing here again?" I questioned the dark haired boy standing behind me.
"You see how upset they are?"
"Yes."
"They miss you. They want you to wake up, but yet you won't."
"I know this, Shawn.
"You have two choices. Either you wake up, but you're mute and won't be able to talk, ooooor you wake up with amnesia." He said with a frown on his face.
"Can I choose? Or will fate decide?"
"Fate has a say in it, but it is mainly your choice."
"I'd much rather have amnesia....Shawn? Where'd you go? Shawn??"
I woke up.
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Angel {Book 2}
FanfictionJaycee has spent a little over a year with the boys, but her world comes crashing down in a matter of moments.