Painful to breathe
I watch my heart get broken
All over
AgainIs that even possible?
Unfortunately, yes it is
What can I do about it?
Can I ever mend my shattered heart?What if all I want
Is just to die
Or hurt myself and others
ConstantlyI'm waiting for the day
I'll die
Painful and slowly
After all, that is what I deserveFor having these monstrous thoughts
All day and all night
Without any salvage
I'm done forI say
Let's just die
Go for it
Cause that's all I'm able to do these daysDifficulties breathing
Heart hammering against my chest
All the way through my back
I can feel it beatBut I don't want to feel
Take it away
Pretty please
I don't need to feel anythingSadness
Happiness
Love
HateI don't need any of it
Just make it stop
Make me go numb
ForeverAnd I might as well stay
Here
With you
Always- Mel Rose
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PoetryOnly poems: Love, thoughts, sadness, struggles, family, friendship, shit and eventually more feelings. Hope you like them ♥️