Painful to breathe
I watch my heart get broken
All over
Again
Is that even possible?
Unfortunately, yes it is
What can I do about it?
Can I ever mend my shattered heart?
What if all I want
Is just to die
Or hurt myself and others
Constantly
I'm waiting for the day
I'll die
Painful and slowly
After all, that is what I deserve
For having these monstrous thoughts
All day and all night
Without any salvage
I'm done for
I say
Let's just die
Go for it
Cause that's all I'm able to do these days
Difficulties breathing
Heart hammering against my chest
All the way through my back
I can feel it beat
But I don't want to feel
Take it away
Pretty please
I don't need to feel anything
Sadness
Happiness
Love
Hate
I don't need any of it
Just make it stop
Make me go numb
Forever
And I might as well stay
Here
With you
Always
- Mel Rose
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Poems by Mel 2
PoetryOnly poems: Love, thoughts, sadness, struggles, family, friendship, shit and eventually more feelings. Hope you like them ♥️
