✨Not worthy✨

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I'm feeling lonely as fuck
Dying inside and out
Crying my eyeballs out
But I don't know

Why I'm smiling creepily through it all
Feeling completely insane
Like I've lost all sense
I feel like a lost cause

Not worthy
Of love
Care or
Any kind of help

Don't try
To save me
Cause you're only wasting your time
So sorry I am

I'm insane
Hearing voices
Calling out my name
Muttering and whispering as well

Seeing shadows move around
In the dark
Making no sense at all
With a bit of panic, I can't stop staring

I don't know what's real anymore
I keep imagining shit
Like conversations
And someone knocking on the door

I should be locked up somewhere
In the dark
Never let me see the day of light
Ever again

- Mel Rose

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