Death
I've touched
Mainly three times
And even more or so
Willingly
And by accident
I've touched
The deadly death
Not for a second
Was I scared
Nope
Instead I was feeling inside dead
Sometimes numb
But forever and always dumb
For putting my loved ones
Through my long lasting shit
I'm deeply sorry
I am
But what can I do?
About all these fucked up feelings and thoughts
Nothing
At all
I can do
To make it all go away
It's not magic
My sickness won't disappear overnight
Unfortunately
But maybe I deserve it?
Maybe I deserve
To be this fucked up way
That I am
It's who I am
- Mel Rose
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Poems by Mel 2
PoetryOnly poems: Love, thoughts, sadness, struggles, family, friendship, shit and eventually more feelings. Hope you like them ♥️
