✨It's who I am✨

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Death
I've touched
Mainly three times
And even more or so

Willingly
And by accident
I've touched
The deadly death

Not for a second
Was I scared
Nope
Instead I was feeling inside dead

Sometimes numb
But forever and always dumb
For putting my loved ones
Through my long lasting shit

I'm deeply sorry
I am
But what can I do?
About all these fucked up feelings and thoughts

Nothing
At all
I can do
To make it all go away

It's not magic
My sickness won't disappear overnight
Unfortunately
But maybe I deserve it?

Maybe I deserve
To be this fucked up way
That I am
It's who I am

- Mel Rose

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