An endless night
Without sleep
Shadows in sight
Hearing voices, both light and deepIn my head
Only chaos there is
That's what I said
I need to pay for my sinsInsane I'm going
With all these monstrous thoughts
And devastating feelings flowing
To death me hauntsGhosts from the past
Won't leave me alone
I've always been an outcast
I just want to be as hard as a stoneIce cold
Towards everyone
But I just want to be hold
I can't, I'm doneI'll just sit and watch
As death slowly takes me to hell
From you I need to detach
But I can't ever get wellI don't deserve
A happy life
I did myself observe
I just want to end it all with a knife- Mel Rose
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PoetryOnly poems: Love, thoughts, sadness, struggles, family, friendship, shit and eventually more feelings. Hope you like them ♥️