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𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝟓 ⁠◎ 𝐃𝐚𝐫𝐤 𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐞.•°

'Edited'

Her pov

Everything is fine,
But I wish I was dead,
Everytime I close my eyes,
It's like a dark paradise.

~dark paradise by lan del Rey

Everything changed for me on the night of October 13th. I lost the one I loved the most. After that night, my entire life changed. Now, I'm not living my life but just existing.

I recall thinking that night would be one of the best nights of my life, but it turned out to be the worst nightmare of my life. That night became a curse for me. I still believe that it all happened because of me.

Now my life is completely messed up. I do not even want to exist in this planet. I'm a curse for everyone.

In my family, everything is fine or may be not. I am not sure, but my mother and brother and I are not on good terms since that night, most likely because they believe I did everything. That I am responsible for everything.

We are not on good terms, but it does not imply they do not love me. May be they do. If my mother did not love me, she could have left me with my father, but she chose not to because she cared about me.

I was at the park again. The car incident occurred three days ago. But I am still not sure why that individual saved me?

It was twilight, children were playing, while elderly people sat and spoke. Today's sky included a full moon and several stars.

I am not sure why, but looking at the moon brings me a distinct kind of comfort. It appears like the moon is aware of all of my problems, and by looking at the moon in this way, I was able to find respite from my agony and suffering, even if only for a little time.

I took out my phone and checked the time on it. It was approximately 8 p.m. 'I have to go home now.'

And I exited the park.

After a few minutes, I arrived in front of my house. I went inside and rang the bell. 'Mom must be home now'. And I was correct; Mom opened the door, and I went inside. I pulled off my shoes, put them on the rack, and entered the living room. Mom was inside the kitchen.

"Where were you??" Her voice was a little cold. I simply stood there and turned my face toward the kitchen, where she was standing. She was preparing something.

"I was at the park," I responded. She was just humming. I went upstairs to my room and freshened up.

Following that, I went downstairs for dinner. She was still inside the kitchen. I walked to her and asked, "Can I help you?"

"No, it is fine," she explained. "Just go and sit on the table," she said, and I proceeded to the dining table. I bring out a chair and sit in it.

After a minute, she approached and sat in the chair in front of me. She served me.

"Your exams are coming up, right?" She spoke while chewing her food.

"Yes, after 15 days," I responded.

"Hmm, work hard for it. I want the best grades from you. Do not disappoint me."

"Yeah, I will do my best," I replied to her.

"I don't want your best, but the best among everyone." She demanded, and I simply nodded.

"Where is he??" She inquired again.

"I am not sure; he was not home when I returned from college," I tell her.

About my brother.

After that, we did not say anything and ate our dinner in silence.

I finish my dinner and head into the kitchen, taking my plate and beginning to wash it.

She walked into the kitchen with her dish.

I volunteered to wash her plate, and she handed it to me.

"Did he call you??" She inquired, without giving the name. By the way, I already know about whom she is speaking.

"He didn't," I assured her. She nodded.

"If he calls, please ask him to sign the documents," she continued, and I know exactly what papers she is referring to.

"I am fed up with him." She continued, and I said, "Hmm."

Her phone rang. She picked it up and began walking towards her room, while I went upstairs into mine.

•  •  •

Taehyung's pov

I was in my study, checking some files, when a knock on the door interrupted me.

"Come in." I permitted them to enter. A maid entered, "Mr. Kim, dinner is ready," she told me.

I nod my head in response and said "okay, I'm coming." And with that, she bowed and went.

I looked down at the table and noticed a file in the corner of my left side.

I grinned slightly.

I put my phone in my hand and left my study to go downstairs for dinner.

After dinner, I returned to my study and took the file in my hands. I opened the file and looked at the first page. Where something was printed in bold letters.
"Kang heaven"

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