cherish. - woosan

04

wooyoung

Yeosang was laying on the hospital's bed, blood all over his face and clothes, it almost seemed surreal to his friend that he was still alive after all that beating he had received.

Wooyoung had been crying ever since they arrived at the hospital, all sorts of negative emotions had gathered inside of his heads not letting him at peace for what happened to his friend.

"woo..it's my fault" Yeosang murmured lifting the smaller's head to be able to look at him in the eyes.

"i don't care who's fault it is, he shouldn't have done this to you.." Wooyoung took a deep breath to calm down before speaking again. "..i'll get back at him and nothing of what you say will change my mind".

The other couldn't say anything, his friend was right. He had every right to take revenge on San, even though it was pretty immature but he knew Wooyoung wouldn't be at peace until he 'fixed' all the mess in his own way.

"but please..promise me you won't let him hurt you even more than he already has.." Yeosang tightened his hand's grip around the other's "..i won't stay still this time".

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So here he was.. standing in front of the guy's house, debating whether it'd be a good idea to ring or just leave, but had already came all the way here so why give up.

He slowly walked up to the door and had one last thought before pressing his finger against the doorbell. He backed up right after to make sure the person that would appear from the other side could see him.

To his surprise, not even a minute passed and the door opened slowly letting a female figure come out of it.

He couldn't see her well since only her head was visible while the rest of her was hiding behind the semi closed door.

"can i help..?" she started eyeing warily the guy in front of her.

"yes, you can. where's the owner of this house?" he asked coldly. He knew what he had interrupted, but he didn't care. He was here for a reason and he wasn't going to leave anytime soon.

"i'll call him for you..wait a second" that said, she disappeared and shut the door right after not letting wooyoung take a glimpse of the inside of the house.

A few minutes had passed and the latter was still waiting on San to open the door. He suddenly heard a click coming from it and stood up composed.

"what do you need?" San blankly asked, he didn't want to waste his own time so the more direct he was the quicker it would end.

"i'm not talking to a head" he said shaking his hands at the guy that had his whole body hidden behind the door.

The taller let out a snort before fully opening the door, letting Wooyoung witness the view in front of him. His head might have started malfunctioning, just saying. San was standing half naked with a towel around his lower body, letting his whole torso on sight.

"anyways..-" the smaller was about to begin with the whole talk he had prepared on his way to the house.

"Excuse me a second." San interrupted him turning around.

"Yujin please leave. i don't need you here anymore" the girl was already all dressed, the guy had probably already told her the fucking session was over but she didn't want to leave.

"we'll see each other again..right?" she asked kinda hopeful on San's answer to which she only received a 'yeah yeah whatever' kind of look.

Wooyoung was witnessing the whole scene and couldn't help but try to hide his giggles behind his hands.

Some things never change. he thought to himself. Even though the situation with the older wasn't the best at the moment, he still found it funny how girls kept on hoping that the guy they had a session with would even worth them a look later on.

He had always been like that, he wasn't actually a fuckboy, he only needed to relieve the stress sometimes so he always let the girls know beforehand that they had nothing to expect from him after that one 'appointment', he didn't play with their feelings nor try to hurt them.

While Wooyoung was lost in his thoughts, the girl had already left and San was staring at him expecting him to start talking about whatever he wanted to talk.

"I wanted to ask you why you did that to Yeosang, first of all." He reassembled his thoughts and finally spoke up.

"Because he provoked me. I wouldn't have done anything if he left me in peace after i told him the first time."

"That doesn't justify the way you torn him..." Wooyoung started fidgeting "..you broke his nose."

"Wooyoung, honestly? i don't give a shit. I don't want YOU or your friends to come around me" the taller spat.

"what did I- we do to you...?" at this point the whole thing seemed hopeless to Wooyoung, his old friend couldn't have his mind changed in any way.

"I've told you already, you being you is the problem." San came up closer to the latter.

"Just because i'm gay doesn't mean i have to lose a friend.." he started shaking but the other didn't quite notice since he kept coming closer.

"i don't accept you being gay, Wooyoung. I never will." he stopped coming forward and was now staring blankly at the smaller.

"why?"

"you know what my father thinks about this whole stuff.." he started whispering for no reason at all "..i haven't even told him you're one of them, imagine what would happen if i did".

"i honestly don't give a shit of what he thinks about people loving, you can tell him for all i care" Wooyoung composed back up internally trying to calm down.

"why are you trying so hard? Just go on with your life the same way i do"

"because i'm not destroying a friendship over someone so stubborn that thinks people of the same sex can't be in love." he also came forward facing the taller.

"you should tell my father that."

They were just standing there, looking at each other reminiscing about all their old memories together. One of them was trying to erase them from his head, the other was on the verge of tears because he thought they wouldn't be able to create more of them together.

"so..that's it?" Wooyoung asked, he wanted to be sure of what the older wanted to do, if he said it was over he would just walk away and never be seen by the other again.

"y-yeah. Go on with your life Woo, i'll do the same". San said. He felt bad about it but tried really hard to push back all his feelings.

"okay then, you'll never see me again" the smaller had teary eyes, he had been trying really hard to hide it but it was worthless.

"one last hug before you go?" San felt the necessity to feel Wooyoung's body on his for one last time even though that thought was not the best at the moment.

"what the fuck. no" the latter said and turned around not facing the taller anymore.

"have a good life." He added and then walked off.

It surely was a strange encounter but Wooyoung just wanted to make sure he knew about his now ex-friend intentions so he could be at peace with whatever was on his mind. Now that he knew the other didn't want to have anything to do with him anymore, he also knew how to act around him if they ever happened to be in the same place and at the same time, very likely since they went to the same school and shared some friends of their group.