cherish. - woosan

01

Have you ever thought you fell in love with the worst person you could fall in love with? If that's the case, don't you worry: there's a Jung Wooyoung who is going through the same situation as you at the moment.
Why is it so easy to lose your mind over such a horrible person? It was a thought that had started to torment the boy's head for a few weeks now..

wooyoung

He kept turning around in the cold sheets of his bed, hoping that they could suck him back into the void so that he could disappear and never have to be seen again. But it was physically, and in all other ways, impossible. So he "sadly" had to deal with life.

The phone began to vibrate incessantly forcing him to get up from that little shelter of his that had been created in the last few days spent doing absolutely nothing.
As soon as he put his eyes on the bright screen that almost blinded him, he read the writing on it:
incoming facetime call from Seongmaa.

He snorted and almost hesitated to respond, knowing what he was going onto.
"dude! you look like a mess" exclaimed the boy on the other side of the line seeing the uncared face of his dear friend.

"if you hadn't been there to tell me I would never have noticed, really." Wooyoung said appearing very annoyed by Seonghwa's words.
"and thanks to me, you're gonna get that good looking face of yours back in its place cause i'm not going to have to see you like this any longer"
"no. before you say anything, i'm not getting out of my room" Wooyoung threw himself back on his bed to go back to touching the sheets.

"that's why i'm in your kitchen right now!" The eldest said with a big smile on his face knowing the reaction his friend would have and then hung up.

when the hell did he get here..
anyways, even though he was extremely creeped out by his own friend, he couldn't just leave him standing alone in the kitchen so he quickly grabbed a random t-shirt he previously had thrown there, and ran downstairs.
"Seonghwa, i'm serious when i say i don't wanna do anything now" Wooyoung snorted, hoping somehow to get his friend to go home, but as always things didn't work out the way he wanted.

Don't get him wrong though, he loves his friends for trying to help him but he really wanted to be alone. He wasn't feeling depressed or anything, he just wanted to stay on his own and think things through the way he sometimes enjoyed doing. In this specific case the 'think things through' indicated a very specific person who had been in his mind for a while.

"are you really kicking your friend out?? i came all the way to your house just to get kicked out?" Seonghwa put his hand on his chest pretending to be tremendously offended by the words that came out of the youngest's mouth.

"okkk fine.." Wooyoung had given up at this point, he didn't actually want to kick him out but he didn't feel the necessity for him to be there.
At those words the older jumped on him holding him tight to himself, after a few sniffs coming from his nose, he rapidly moved away from Wooyoung.
"go take a shower please...you stink and i'm no friends with garbage" he was now fluttering his hand in front of his nose to chase away the stench.

"hey! that's rude" Wooyoung gave him an aggressive middle finger while walking towards the bathroom to actually take a shower after days.

Ok, let's actually be honest now. He had been stressing a lot in the past few weeks, over any single thing his mind came up to, but mostly over San, Choi damn San.

He kept thinking on why, out of 8 billion people on this planet, he had to fall for a trash of a man like him. Who did he hurt to get all this karma back on him? Falling in love was more than okay, it was the absolute best feeling for a person like Wooyoung, someone who loved the feeling of having someone all to himself, shower them with his unconditional love and all the things happy people in love could do. But Choi San? Really?

He recently had started noticing himself wanting to get close with the other again, try to get back in touch, to how it used to be.. to how they used to be.. but that seemed far from possible, let's say out of this world.
The way what they had ended had no way to begin once again and that hurt Wooyoung's heart and soul, but he really had no fault at this, he couldn't do anything to change himself, and that was mostly the reason of why it all ended.

He had only told Yunho about this, and all he got back was a "you can't change yourself because you want to be friends with him again, that's not right for you and your mental health" which was obviously wise words coming out of his mouth, but Wooyoung still kept on thinking he could get his old friend back somehow.

After all this thinking in front of the mirror of his bathroom, he was ready to get back to the kitchen, where Seonghwa was waiting for him. Little did he know he wasn't the only one waiting for him.

As soon as he walked into the room he saw all his friends laughing at God knows what was said before he arrived, they didn't even notice the guy freezed on the doorway with his eyes wide open on the mess that was made on the counter in a time span of 30 minutes, what took him to take a shower and change his clothes.

"HEYY WOO" a happy Yunho shouted "didn't see you there" and added a small giggle.

"didn't see me in MY OWN house?" he shouted back appearing not the happiest person at the moment.

"if i were you, i would totally report us to the police" Hoongjoong stated, obviously messing with the guy gaining a death stare from him.

"anyways, what are you doing here?" wooyoung switched the subject walking closer to the counter and grabbing a chair to sit on.

"not-" was about to say Yunho.
"there's a party down the street, we WANT you there." Seonghwa pointed at his friend who was obviously against the idea.

"and what makes YOU think i want to go there?" he pointed back at the older.
"because someone is also there"Hoongjoong winked at Wooyoung mischievously. They all knew who that someone was referring to.

Wooyoung looked like he was thinking about something for a spilt second and then stood up rapidly pushing the chair out of his way.

"are you sure woo?" Yunho said laying his hand on the smaller's shoulder to which he received a rapid but insecure nod.

So there they were, waiting outside of a, stranger's to all but Seonghwa, door.