"i don't wanna be your friend again.."
"you'll be more than that, don't worry."
warnings= triggering themes, sh, sa, sexual content.
read at your own risk!!
started= 08/07/2023
finished=
A whole week had passed ever since San and Wooyoung had their last interaction. They'd see each other at school but never talk, just a matter of stares coming from the older hoping that the other wouldn't notice. He'd sit at the table of the cafeteria all alone and just stare at Wooyoung from afar, somehow hoping that he would be back to him. He was being really infantile about it, he was the one who pushed the other away, yet he expected the other to run back into his arms.
On the other side, Wooyoung was trying to 'go on with his life' the way the older told him to do...except for the times they exchanged glances at each other in the halls of the school.
They had been ignoring each other ever since they had the one big fight, but since San made himself clear about his intentions, the whole 'ignoring' thing became a lot harder for the latter. The thing he had decided was good but he felt like it was a bad decision.
In the meantime, Wooyoung started reconnecting with his old friend, Yeonjun which seemed to be a good thing since they hadn't talked in a while.
wooyoung
"and then i told them i wanna go to Busan" Yeonjun was telling his friends about the conversation he had with his parents the day before.
Apparently he wanted to move to Busan to go to his dream university. Wooyoung was really happy for his friend but he had missed him so much that he felt sad when he told him he would have left again. Maybe that was a bit selfish, but now that they had started talking again he didn't want to lose one of his best friends again.
"won't you miss this place?" Wooyoung asked playing with the chopsticks in his hand.
"Seoul?? pfft..no. I can't wait to get out of this hell" the blue haired guy scoffed. "wow.. so you wanna leave me, don't you" the other fake cried.
"of course not, but the university isn't here..." Yeonjun started fidgeting "plus, we'll talk everyday"
"i'll miss you Jun" Wooyoung grabbed the other's hand and rubbed it against his.
"you're so dramatic, i'm not even leaving anytime soon" he giggled at his friend's actions.
"oh-.. shut up, let me enjoy my time with you".
There they were, enjoying each other's presence, as it used to be. They never really understood what happened to their friendship but their ways probably drifted apart, which was something normal for many friendships at some point.
3rd person
After that week, San was nowhere to be seen ever since he had beaten up Yeosang. He had received a two weeks suspension for what he had done. We could say that Wooyoung seemed much calmer now that San wasn't around, probably because he didn't have to worry about being seen or seeing the other around the school. Even though he kinda admitted to himself that not seeing the other around made going to school boring, but as long as he didn't have to worry about facing him it was all good.
3 weeks later
Everything was going on 'greatly' for Wooyoung: he got back in touch with his old friend, he went to various parties on the weekends and one of those parties led him to meet a new guy, which he kinda started considering as a 'lover'.
More than lover it was like a permanent hook up kind of excuse.
They had met at one of the seniors' party, after eyeing each other for basically the entire night, until the guy decided to walk up to Wooyoung and start an actual conversation which led them to - wooyoung's thoughts - one of the best fucks he had ever had.
He used that as an excuse to keep seeing the guy even though he didn't want an actual relationship, he only wanted distraction at the moment and he seemed able to give him that in one of the most skillful ways.
Wooyoung didn't want to tell his friends about his new discovery because he thought it would be useless.. until the other actually confessed his feelings and he couldn't do much about it but accept and pretend to feel the same.
So now, sadly for Wooyoung, he was stuck in an unwanted relationship, meaning he couldn't go around with other people anymore which really bored him.
wooyoung
"g-go faster.." Wooyoung pleaded while bouncing on the guy's body speeding up to get more pleasure.
"oh..my god i'm about to cum" he grabs Wooyoung's hips to guide them and move faster.
"me too.." the younger gets off and starts pumping the other's dick with his own hand. "o-oh woo you're so good" he says between moans.
After a bit of thrusting they both came on each other's sweaty bodies. Wooyoung let himself fall on the other's chest now able to feel one another's fast heartbeats.
"we should do it way more often" the smaller whispered almost out of breath.
"is almost everyday not enough for you?" the older giggled moving a lock of hair out of the other's sight.
"whatever Jun.." Wooyoung got off of the other's grip and walked to the bathroom door "..i'm going to take a shower."
"i love you Woo"
Wooyoung kept his hand still on the door handle, getting lost in his thoughts for a spit second, opened the door and stepped in the bathroom and slammed it behind him.
A giggle came out of his mouth while he was looking at his naked figure reflected on the mirror. So he loves me, huh?
He turned on the shower head and put his hand under the cold water waiting for it to warm up a little.
is this how it feels to have someone love you?
He kept wondering about the concept of being in a relationship and the word love itself. Was he doing it right? Did Jun really love him?
It wasn't the first time he had received an 'i love you' from him and it surely wasn't the first time he couldn't get himself to say it back. Why was saying three stupid words so hard for him?
They say being in love is a big commitment, it's something that comes from the heart and doesn't let you in peace.
When you're in love, you should also be able to say those 3 simple words to them, right?
So..why was it so hard for Wooyoung to say it back? after a while he also started catching feelings for Jun. He would always hear those words coming out of his mouth but why was it so damn hard to get himself to say it back?
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this chapter is a bit messed up because i wrote it hurriedly but i'll try to fix it later.
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