Deep thoughts

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Do you ever get that feeling of a hundred thoughts going through your mind. As if you're in a room full of people, but you open your eyes to see no one but your shadow. Those voices are very manipulative, they control you like a puppet on strings. You can't focus on one thing because of an action you did to stable yourself, but by doing so you turned your world into a boat it moving ever so slightly side to side. At first the swaying is real relaxing but once you reach that current you may not make it out alive.
You may think that it's all ending because, that may be true you never know when somethings going to happen, to yourself, a stranger, or family. If there is one thing that I know for certain is that family doesn't have to be blood related for you to love them, if that were the case most people wouldn't have anyone to call family.
Throughout your teenage years you spend more time with your friends then you do your family and eventually your 'friends' become family whether you want them to or not. The closer you get to someone the more it hurts when they go especially when you never wanted to admit that you cared for them. Maybe the overflowing thoughts control the unwanted emotion that comes when something happens to the one you care about or maybe they control the stupid things we do for the ones we care about. Maybe you'll never know or maybe the answers hidden in plain sight.

This is an Outsiders fan fiction and I don't own anything aside from my ocs and their plot lines

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