My hero (Rottmnt Leo x reader/Y/n)

Am I going to continue this book?

Hey.. I know it's been a while and I apologize for that but... I know many could be wondering. After all these months. 

Am I going to continue this book?

...

I'm going to be honest. I lost motivation long time ago. I tried to make myself work on the chapter and tried to finish it. But really, I couldn't focus anymore. I didn't want to finish it. I didn't wanna do it. It started to feel like a chore and I was pretty lazy. Not to mention I have NEVER written a book before. This was my first ever story on Wattpad. Looking back on several things in previous chapters, all I can do is cringe at them and feel embarrassed. I seriously began to dislike this book. Gradually I stopped caring.

Then there is my school. Let's just say, I didn't see this year as my most nice one. In fact I saw it as the most draining one. It drained me from doing everything. It drained me from wanting to draw, animate, write. All I could do was watch YouTube and other stuff. I just lost interest in several things. I didn't feel good at times and I guess wasn't also in the best state. 

I was just exhausted, lazy, a slob, and pretty much just couldn't do much. I felt lazy and unmotivated. I couldn't do anything really. That includes this book.

I know several people want me to continue this story but if I'm gonna be honest, I don't think I will. And if I were to continue this story, a chapter would come out really slow. All because I don't really see myself genuinely liking this story anymore. And just the book in general is crap.

Before anybody asks, No. I'm not gonna delete this book or anything. As much as I don't like it anymore, I'm not gonna delete it. Mainly because I am proud and happy this book gave me a following. Well okay it is a REALLY SMALL following and I only really have 51 followers but- whatever- It still got me a lot of views and I enjoyed being showered with compliments and love and genuine critiques about my book. I was really happy knowing people enjoyed my cringe and something that was meant to be a guilty pleasure. 

Honestly, I have no idea what the future for this book will be. Maybe I'll continue it. Or maybe not. Neither do I know. Maybe I'll continue it but the chapters will come out at a really slow pace. I'm sorry but I just don't really have the motivation or pleasure to work on this book really. 

I'm sorry if I have made some people upset with this but, it is what it is. Thank you to those who have supported me and stuck around. And patiently waiting for me to finally say something. Love ya my dear bunnies and foxies. I hope you have a good day/night.