《8》

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I hate the way you look at me,that confuses me until the end of the day,
I hate your words that don’t reflect all the brightness in you..

I hate your principles,as they keep pushing me away from you,
I hate your confusion because you’re engulfing me in a whirlpool of mixed signals..

I hate your teasing,at the most trivial thing and the way you piss me off all the time,
I hate your lies and denying the truth about anything..

I hate your shyness, even though it’s one of my dream man’s traits, you made me hate him,
I hate your rush, you break a heart when you say what you shouldn’t say and think it will make that someone happy..

I hate your obscurity that makes you know every detail about me,while I don’t know the least of them,
I hate that you are far away and know my affairs and problems from someone else..

I still hate many things,
And I’m sure I’ll hate it more, but actually the thing I hate most is myself..

I hate the way I fell for you,
I hate the way I look at you..

I hate to be worried about you,
I hate crying for you..

I hate even smiling with you,
And of course, I hate my love for you..

It made me cry for nights without sleep and still,
It changed me a lot and still..

The thing who took me this far from my life and still..
The thing that made me miss you, that’s why I still wrote you between my lines..

However,hating you was as impossible as a moonless sun appearing in this universe..

Does what you do to me make sense?

Is it normal for me to hate and love myself again with a single glance?!
Is it normal for me to see love and hate in the same spirit?

Could the source of my happiness really be the source of my unhappiness?

You are the reason for everything I experience,my sadness and my joy,my anger and my crying,my fear and my excitement,my calm and my energy..

Are you real?
Sometimes I feel like you’re just a dream,
Sometimes a dream shines like a light that is your gaze interspersed with dark nightmares..

I hate your principles, as they keep pushing me away
I hate confusion because you’re engulfing me in a whirlpool of mixed signals.

I hate your teasing, the most trivial thing and the way you piss me off all the time
I hate your lies and denying the truth about anything.

I hate your shyness, even though it’s one of my dream man’s traits, you made me hate him,
I hate your rush, you break a heart when you say what you shouldn’t say and think it will make her happy.

I hate your obscurity that makes you know every detail about me, I don’t know the least of them,
I hate that you are far away and know my affairs and problems from someone else..

I still hate many things,
And I’m sure I’ll hate it more, but actually the thing I hate the most is myself..

I hate the way I fell for you
I hate the way I look at you..

I hate to be afraid of you
I hate crying for you..

I hate even smiling with you,
And of course, I hate my love for you.

It made me cry for nights without sleep and still,
It changed me a lot and still does.

The one who took me this far from my life and still…
The one that made me miss you, that’s why I still wrote you between my lines..

However, hating you was as impossible as a moonless sun appearing in this universe.

Does what you do to me make sense?

Is it normal for me to hate and love myself again with a single glance?!
Is it normal for me to see love and hate in the same spirit?

Could the source of my happiness really be the source of my unhappiness?

You are the reason for everything I experience, my sadness and my joy, my anger and my crying, my fear and my excitement, my calm and my energy.

Are you real?
Sometimes I feel like you’re a dream,
A dream that shines like a light that is your gaze interspersed with dark nightmares..

Yes, I hate a lot about you, but I hate myself than hating you..
I tried, but I gave in.
Hating you,even if my soul leaves my body,
It won’t happen..

I will get bored,angry,move on,forget,cry, but I won’t hate..
Yes, I hate a lot about you..
But I hate the fact that I love you more..

The fact that I never hated you,
Even a little bit,I couldn’t..
-Anger-

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