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I’m ashamed of loving you
How it made me vulnerable in front of you..

I’m ashamed of the way I look at you,
It was filled with love without your attention..

I’m ashamed to write about you,
I made you my main character when I wasn’t in your book..

I’m ashamed of what I say to people,
When I convinced them with one sentence;”it was my lie that I ignored”..

I’m ashamed to cry for you,
I poured waterfalls for someone who is the twin of drought..

I’m ashamed of my feelings
Because it has no worth against you..

I’m ashamed of my dreams
Which brought me to the illusion of signs..

I am ashamed of my friends,
Endure my feelings for nights because you are suffering too..

I am ashamed of myself,
I hurt my worth for the sake of this thing called love..

In the end,it turned out that this was nothing more than a scam..
-Being ashamed-

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