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And if you ask me how much I love you,
I will say;
I love you as much as I wished someone could come into my life and love me that much..
I love you from nothing,despite a few signs that I don’t feel…
I love you from ignorance,even though I don’t know the reason behind what makes my heart feel…
I love you like I’ve never loved anyone before..
As if I knew love with you..
I love you as if you were the only one in this universe..
I love you unconditionally..
I love you by looking at you from afar..
I loved you for nothing, but somehow you became my everything..
I’ve waited, I’m still waiting, and I’ll keep waiting..
Maybe my decision is not right..
Maybe it’s the biggest stupid thing I’ve done since I became aware of this world..
Apart from that, right now with you, I want to try what I haven’t tried before..
And one of the most important things,is  deciding from my heart,to love and think..
I think I will regret it and you will hurt me a lot..
But for once in my life,I want to act without thinking rationally..
Or without calculating the extent of the pain that will come after an emotional decision..
Because if I don’t try, I really won’t know..
And with you, I want to try..
You may not deserve it but your stare deserves it,believe me it deserves it..
And yes,I love you from afar..
-The first eagerness-

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