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What I didn’t expect to come today has arrived..
And I feel things with you that I didn’t expect to feel..
Why did you do this?
Do you really hate me that much?
Do you still not understand that your words is hurting not healing?
But it’s true,I didn’t tell you any of what I wrote..
You’re right, it’s my fault..
I loved you until I forgot my self-confidence..
I bet you have no idea what I’m talking about right now..
Here you are,you speak without thinking..
I told you about the words that are still in my mind,that hurt my existence,that made my heart bleed..
Now I want to give you a good news,your phrase is the heaviest ever..
And I don’t blame you..
I loved you and wanted to continue on a useless path..
Now I pay the price of this road as a punishment for crossing the street..
Will you guarantee the amount that will make up for the feelings you have burned, the psychological problems you have caused,or for example the blood I have shed?
Of course not,the amount is so high that you can’t pay..
As for me, a rich girl who gave a lot before, now I can pay, right?
I gave you a pure love,a pure heart,innocent eyes,first admiration,eloquent poems,letters,imaginary books and beautiful smile..
You’re right, why would you resist when there are those who give what you want for free?
If it was me, I would do the same.
But there is one thing that you do not take into accoun,that I have given you everything until I have nothing left to give in my heart and mind..
My advice to you is never give anyone what I gave you..
Even if that person is me..
-Giving advice-

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