I wish I wasn't here, in this world so absent,
My body and soul feel like they've gone missing.
I wish I couldn't feel, so that the whole world
Wouldn't notice me, wouldn't know I exist.
So I try to hide, to blend in with the shadows,
To disappear into the darkness and be forgotten.
But my shadow still lingers, a constant reminder
Of the pain and the sorrow that I carry inside.
Stop testing me, don't make me think too much,
I don't want to get lost in that world again.
My mind is a maze, and I'm searching for a way out,
But every turn leads me deeper into the darkness.
I'm trying my best, doing all that I can,
But sometimes it feels like it's all for nothing.
Like my efforts are wasted, and I'm just spinning my wheels,
Going nowhere fast in this endless cycle of despair.
And yet, there's a part of me that finds solace in the darkness,
A twisted, dark part that revels in the pain.
It whispers to me, telling me that this is where I belong,
That my craft is better for all the suffering that I endure.
So I keep moving forward, one step at a time,
Hoping that someday I'll find my way out of the darkness.
Until then, I'll keep writing, keep pouring my heart onto the page,
Hoping that my words will be a light in the darkness for someone else.
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FACE & PHASES
Poetry"FACE & PHASES" is a unique and captivating collection of poems that will take you on an emotional rollercoaster. With its raw honesty and vivid imagery, this collection explores the many faces and phases of life, from the highs of love and joy to t...
