𝐓𝐨𝐠𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 | 𝐤𝐢𝐦 𝐬𝐞𝐮𝐧𝐠𝐦𝐢𝐧✰

𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐤𝐬

I wake up to find seungmin laying on me with his head on my chest and his arms wrapped around me. I found his weight comforting and grounding.

I run my fingers through his hair. It's so soft. He hugs me tighter while still keeping his eyes closed.

"Oh sorry did I wake you?"

"Yea. But don't stop please."

I do as I was told. I run my fingers gently through his hair and give him a head massage. Eventually he grabs my hand placing butterfly kisses on it. He sits up and looks at me. He notices the mark he left on my neck from our make out session last night and smirks.

"I did well huh?" He leans in again. Sucking on that same spot making it darker.

"Seungmin your making it worse!" I say pushing him off my neck.

"Your hair covers it don't worry." He goes back to kissing it. "Okay let's get up now. You need to eat."

I sigh. I don't want to. I wanna lay here with him forever.

I smile, my revelation coming back to my brain.

"Seungmin. I figured it out."

"Yeah? What did you figure out?" He asks knowing well what I mean.

"Us. I want us. I want you." I say thinking of yesterday when he came out of the dressing room with his shirt off or how he was by my side taking care of me when I wasn't feeling good. I think of when he wanted to fight for me and every time his lips met mine these past few days.

"I want you to be more that just my member." I look him in the eyes. He has the biggest smile on his face.

"Good. Cause I wasn't gonna let you go." He gets up out of the bed. Me following behind him. We go to the bathroom and wash up. We meet the others in the kitchen/living room.

"Chan?" I say moving my hair to cover the mark.

That's when I notice everyone was here at the house. Ji comes up and hugs me.

"How are you doing? Feeling better?" He asks not letting me go.

"Yess! I'm feeling great actually!" I say pulling a away from him. I drag him to the kitchen area where Felix and Minho are making pancakes.

"Oh that smells good." I say hugging Minho and Felix.

"You'll get to taste it soon." Felix smiles brightly at me.

I play some Roblox with Hyunjin for a little and then breakfast is finished. We all sit and eat in the living room watching criminal minds. I got the boys hooked on it after watching a few episodes while they were in the room.

Once we all finish eating Chan pauses the t.v. I look to him confused. He sighs.

"I think we need to talk about some things. As much as I'd like to erase it we can't ignore that they happened." Chan looks to me. I know exactly what he's referring to.

"Are you okay with that mama?" He asks softly. I nod my head.

"Okay. So first things first. Alyssa you know you should always speak up when people are trying to control you. Especially when it comes to food and giving your body what it needs."

"If your scared you can come to any one of us and we will speak for you. You can come to us for anything. We will always help you out."

"Anything you need we will help you. As your brothers it's our job to make sure your all good. We don't ever want you to struggle alone."

"We are a team and anything you feel, we feel as well."

"Yesterday. With the whole old man thing" Chan says making me laugh.

"I wanted to go up there and punch the shit out of him. We all did. And we are so so sorry we didn't." Chan starts tearing up. I go over to him and hug him tight. As much as it was scarring for me, it mush have been scarring for them too. All they could do is watch.

"Don't cry it's okay. You guys couldn't. I understand I don't blame any of you for that. I just really appreciate you guys always being there for me and helping me through this. I wouldn't be able to do anything if it weren't for every one of you pushing me to do my best every day. Thank you. I love you guys a lot. I don't know what I would do without you guys." I say to all of them.

Pretty soon Hyunjin and Felix start crying. Soon joined by Ji and Jeongin.

"We love you to." They all say basically in tears. Even Minho is getting a little emotional.

"Stop all this crying! Your gonna make me cry."I laugh. Tears threatening to spill. I fan my face with my hands.

"Alyssa you can cry. Don't be afraid to let it out. Seeing what you went through first hand scares the hell out of me. You are so incredibly strong and resilient. For you to still go up there and put on a great show considering the circumstances just shows how amazing you are." Felix pulls me into a hug.

"We are never gonna let something like that happen to you again. We promise." Seungmin says. Putting his hand on my shoulder.

"Group hugggg!" Jeongin yells pushing everyone together. We hug tightly. I am so glad I met them in this lifetime. I've got to do more then I've ever imagined and it's all because of these eight boys.

Thank you.