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When we got home the sun was coming up. It made our apartment look just as homey as when we left it. Of course none of us bothered to unpack and each of us went straight to our beds. In my case, Seungmin's bed.

As soon as we step in his room he shuts the door placing his lips on mine. He peels off his shirt and mine along with it. He didn't plan to do anything. He just likes the skin to skin contact.

He undoes my bra with one hand and pulls me down onto his chest.

"You know this is the first time you'll be sleeping with me in this bed as my girlfriend."

I nod my head. He's right our entire relationship has been abroad.

"I love you Alyssa." He says running his hands up and down my bare sides.

"I love you Seungmin." I say picking my head up to meet his lips. We fall asleep shortly after that.

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Dizzy.

Dizzy is how I felt causing me to wake up at around noon. I know it's not morning anymore but it was morning for us. Not one person in the house was awake except me.

I carefully tried not to wake Seungmin as I climb out of his arms and grab one of his hoodies throwing it on quickly and heading to the kitchen to get some water.

I take one sip of it and feel this sudden urge to throw up. I run to the bathroom and shut the door as quietly as possible. Luckily I wasn't loud. I still feel like shit after. But I wash up immediately after trying to think of the cause.

Food poisoning? No I didn't eat anything last night or on the plane.

I am brushing my teeth when I have a realization. I quickly run into Seungmin's room and grab my phone.

I open my period tracker. The damn thing is useless because I'm irregular but that wasn't what I was checking. I still kept track of when it starts and finishes. I check the dates on my phone. The last time I had a period was in Australia.

How could I not notice?

I'm not pregnant though. I can't be. It's probably just because I haven't been eating well and all the traveling. My body's probably too stressed out.

"Yeah. That's why." I say quietly. I sound like I'm trying to convince myself more then anything.

Fuck it.

I leave the bathroom and walk to the front door sliding on my brown uggs. I pull my hood over my head and put a face mask on before walking down stairs into the pharmacy near by.

I grab two tests and pick up some Starbucks on the way back for an excuse.

I shove the tests into my pocket and step inside the apartment. Everyone was already awake chilling in the living room.

"Hey guys. I got Starbucks." I say setting it on the counter. Without saying another word I go straight to the bathroom I had drank a full water bottle on the walk back so when I got here I could use the bathroom.